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✨I'm Falling Apart~Jorbyn✨

Ship(s): jorbyn (Corbyn and Jonah)

Prompt: Corbyn is slowly falling apart due to a break up with his girlfriend of two years

Famous or nah: famous

-Corbyn's POV-

I stared up at the ceiling as tears started fall down my cheeks. I put in my AirPods as I clicked on perfect song that suited my situation at the moment.

Ooh I fall apart
Ooh yeah, mm

Christina has just broken up with me. It was 10 pm here in Cali. The distance between us was to much for her. Not only was it keeping us physically apart but it was starting to get us apart from one another all together. We were both busy and rarely had time for one another. Her with college and her YouTube channel along with her new skin care line. And me with my music, traveling, and book signing.

She told me that I'm not enough, yeah
And she left me with a broken heart, yeah

My heart was broken. It was torn into pieces. I felt this day coming but I didn't think it would be this soon. I felt like any other time distance seemed to be in the way. One of us would fly over and we would reconnect. Then everything would go back to normal. Like nothing had happened. But this time, it wouldn't be like that. This was the thing of us. Two years with her. And all seemed to go down the toilet. It was stupid. Its Crazy how two people fall in love with each other, Just to turn around and hurt one another, It's fucked up

She fooled me twice and it's all my fault, yeah
She cut too deep, now she left me scarred, yeah

Christina meant a lot to me. She knew me so well. She knows everything there is to know about me. And now that she's not here, who was I gonna turn to? But that happened when you let someone in. It leaves you hurt in the end.

Now there's too many thoughts goin' through my brain, yeah
And now I'm takin' these shots like it's novacane, yeah

I sat up in my bed as I took out the tequila in the mini fridge by my bed in this hotel room. I chugged the drink, ignoring the burning sensation that I felt in my throat as the liquid went down. If this substance would make me forget about everything, even just temporarily, it was worth it.

Ooh, I fall apart
Down to my core
Oooh, I fall apart
Down to my core
Ooh, didn't know it before
Surprised when you caught me off guard

I put the drink down after taking a few a chugs. The bottle in between my legs as I thought about how she caught me off guard. I didn't see it coming. It was unexpected. Who knew it only took a few words for my whole world to fall apart. For me to fall apart.

All this damn jewelry I bought
You was my shorty, I thought

I thought she was gonna be the one I was gonna marry. We had plans with one another. All those plans were slowly fading away with each passing moment. Like they never even existed in the first place. She broke my heart and I had no idea how she felt. I hung up on her as soon as those words left her mouth. I felt myself falling apart.

Never caught a feelin' this hard
Harder than the liquor I pour
Tell me you don't want me no more
But I can't let go

Christina let me go. All the feelings seemed even stronger now. When the heartbreak came, all my feelings came as well. Every love I gave her. All the things we experienced. I took another chug from the tequila, ignoring the burning sensation once again. The substance was hard, but not hard enough for my feelings to disappear.