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✨Fix Me...Please~Janiel✨

Ship(s): janiel (jack and Daniel)

Prompt: jack is broken but has kept it hidden from his boyfriend of two months but now, he can't handle it. He can't handle the secret and he wants someone to fix him. He doesn't want to be broken anymore. He wants Daniel to fix him. After all, when he spends time with Daniel, he forgets that he is

Famous or nah: famous

-Jack's POV-

I laid wide awake at 4:34 am. So many thoughts going through my brain. I couldn't sleep. My mind wouldn't let me sleep. My body was exhausted. We keep rehearsing for our 8 Letters Tour while being on our book signing tour. Not exactly rehearsing. But pitching in ideas on what do, what to wear, have an idea of our set list, and so many more. Meetings each and every day. And on top of that, throw in an eating disorder with depression.

I've suffered from depression ever since high school. I never really told the guys due to me not being depressed for a long time. But it seems to come back. Plus I don't want to add to their list. We are all tired enough. I don't want to bother them more.

But my thoughts seemed to be killing me each and every day. Especially at night. It was a war. A war between myself.

"You don't deserve to be in the band"

"You don't add anything to the band. The boys would be more successful with out you"

"Lose weight. You're so far compared to the others"

"You're not perfect like Corbyn, Jonah, Daniel, and Zach"

These thoughts keep repeating in my head, making sobs come out of my mouth. The worst part was that it was all completely true. The boys would in fact be more successful without me, I am fat. Way fatter then the other boys. I am not perfect like the others. Truth is that the boys don't need me. They could do so much better without me.

"You should end it right now. No one will miss you"

"I bet they only let you in the band because they felt pity on you"

More sobs escaped from my mouth as more thoughts passed through my brain. All of them true.

I put a hand over my mouth in order to be more quiet with my sobs. I didn't want to wake up the others. Plus my boyfriend daniel was right over, in the room next door.

We weren't exactly out to the rest of the boys yet. We kinda wanted to just keep it between us for now. Wanting to see how it would be. So in case we didn't work out, we wouldn't have to worry about the others choosing sides. We plan on telling them after our three month anniversary.

My shoulders shook from how hard I was sobbing, I was curled up in a ball in the middle of my bed as tears ran down my puffy cheeks. Everything was hurting, physically, emotionally, and mentally. I was tired of feeling hopeless, of feeling nothing. I felt empty. At times, I felt like I wasn't a human. It seemed like I didn't have any emotions. I felt like a robot, doing everything they were asked to do with a fake smile plastered on their face.

I gasped as a knock was heard on my door. I silenced my sobs by pressing my hand harder against my mouth as tears still rolled down my face. My eyes bloodshot by now.

"Jack, baby," I heard Daniel whisper as he peaked his head in.

"Are you ok love?" Daniel whispered as he came up to my bed, my back towards him.

I turned towards him, tears ran down my cheeks as I made eye contact with him. He gasped and immediately wrapped his hands around me, bringing me into his chest.