Pain, Pleasure and Passion (A BDSM Novel)

Monster

I awake with a start. What time is it? Oh god how long have I been asleep? The office is dark giving nothing away. I sit up an stretch, my muscles are sore in a nice kinda way. I smile. Where is Nick? I wonder, he isn't in the office. I stand and go looking fr Nick. As I exit the room, I see everyone running around the office as usual, but Nick is nowhere to be seen. I see Sierra near the copy machine, and decide to head over to her.

"Hey, how's it going?" I ask. 

She glances at me and laughs. "You know you could at least mae an effort to look semi put together. It obvious what you did last night, you are a hot mess April. Wearing the same thing twice, hair in knots face flushed, someone is having fun." I winks at me. 

Crap, she noticed. I flush, embarrassed. "Do you know where Ni-Mr.Merinor is?" I ask, my voice sounds desperate, I miss him even though it has only been... hmmm.... what time is it. I glance at the clock on the wall, 12:30pm! Shit, I slept for like 3 hours! 

"Um.... I think he went for lunch...." Sierra answers snapping me out o my panic. 

"Thanks" I reply heading back to his office, briskly. 

"You know I am going to want some details." She says following me. 

"Yea Yea.." I wave her off, I don't have time to gossip right now, I needed to get some work done before Jeremy notices. 

She notices my panic and decides to leave me be. I re-enter Nicks office, and laugh. I looks like the scene of a bad porno movie. The desk is a dark wood and everything on top is crumpled or on the floor from our fun earlier this morning. There is a long black couch in one corner of the room, the one I slept on before. On the other side of the room, there was a table and then 2 large chairs sat in front of his desk. There was a window behind his desk with the blinds pulled closed, I headed over to open them. 

"I know what you did April." I hear Jeremy's voice stop me dead in my tracks. I spin around, fear suddenly consumes me. I know what he is thinking, and I can guess what he wants from me right now, Oh please hurry Nick! 

"And what is that?" I ask, playing dumb. 

"Oh don't play stupid with me!" He shouts, closing the door. He steps towards me, I step back, keeping my distance. 

"I know that you are sleeping with Nick, you are a complete mess.... not to mention whore right now. But you know its only fair that I should get my turn, right?" I smiles devilishly. 

I swallow hard, No! I don't want him touching me, I want Nick... Please! He lurches forwad pushing me up against the wall, I try to scream for help but he covers my mouth. 

"Shut up, you whore." He growls. He begins biting at my neck, his free hand going up my shirt and pulling my bra down. He grabs and twist my nipple roughly, pain shoots through me. I cry out into his hand and begin to sob. He smiles into my neck. His hand moves down my stomach, and under my skirt, I am not wearing panties, Shit. 

"Ah see you were just asking for me aren't you?" He chuckles, grabbing my backside. 

I shake my head and sob harder, oh Nick are you almost back? I decide my best option is to try to get free. So I claw at him, it takes him by surprise, and I get a good scratch in on his face. 

"Ow!" He shouts stepping back. I lurch for the door, but he recovers and grabs me throwing me to the ground, I bang my arm on the corner of the desk and cry out. I am kicking and clawing but it is no use with him sitting on top me I can't move a muscle. 

"You like this better you little bitch?" He asks. 

"HEL-" I try to scream for help, but his hand covers my mouth cutting me off, his other hand removes his tie. His hand leaves my face for an instant, before coming back down hard across it. The wind is knocked out of me from his blow. Stinging pain is shooting through my jaw, my arm is throbbing, head pounding, breast aching, and my legs are going numb from his weight on top of me. He tie his tie around my head putting it into my mouth. Now he has 2 free hands, I sob, but no sound comes out. He slaps me in the face again, and scratches all the way down from my collar bone to the base of my skirt, removing my shirt. his mouth goes to my nipple and bite down hard, UGH! The pain of everything is excruciating. I am seeing black around the edges of my vision. And then I hear the door slam open.

"What the fuck!" Nick shouts into the room. Relief courses through me, his voice is like music to my ears. 

One second Jeremy's weight is on top of me, and then he is gone. As soon as he is off me, I curl into a ball, and sob. Trying to cover my exposed body. 

"You don't fucking touch her, you hear me you fucking douchebag?" I can hear him beating on Jeremy. I also hear Jeremy's strained moans of pain. And then everything is silent, and I hear someone being pushed out the door int the hall and the door slamming shut. And then Nicks arms are around me, cradling me. 

"April, baby, are you ok?" He asks in concern. I look up to meet his panicked gaze, there is anger on his face mixed with another mystery emotion. Then his words from his living room come back to me, for some reason I feel the need to protect you, like never before.