Pain, Pleasure and Passion (A BDSM Novel)

The Start of Submission

A/N

So Sorry for not updating!!! I have been super busy recently, and hadent been thinking about how I was going to continue into the next chapter. But I am back and with lots of ideas!!! Hope you enjoy. -M 

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I sit here, in Nicks office alone. Tears are flowing down my face, and I am not quite sure why. Is it because of the horrible memories of the past events of my most recent past, that are haunting me? Or am I scared for what is going down with Nick and Jeremy right now? I have no clue! And I'm completely frustrated with myself for being so fragile! Since when did I become so emotional?! 

I watch the minutes tik away, awaiting Nick's return. On top of my frustration about my emotional state, I can feel myself becoming more sexually frustrated as the minutes go by. That woman and Jeremy interrupted what was going to be some hot sex with Nick, it migt have even been something more then what we have done already, something sexier... kinkier. Something from my most lustful dreams. I feel myself go wet just imagining Nicks long, rock hard- 

April Stop!!! You are making this more agonizing, I shout at myself inside my head. 

Finally, after what seems like hours have gone by, I hear footsteps approaching the door to Nick's office. I take a deep breathe, silently praying its Nick that walks through the door and not my Douche of a boss. My heart races in anticipation. 

The doors opens slowly, and there stands Nick holding a large stack of papers, and looking exactly the same as when he left, except the look in his eyes is different, not dark and lustful like before, but more professional, serious, with a hint of anger and maybe something else... yes definitely something else. Its that look, the look I can't seem to put a name too, but its clearly there. 

I jump up from where I am sitting and practically jump into his arms, causing him to drop all of his papers. Feeling his arms safely around me is the most satisfying feeling. I take in a deep breathe of his deep manly scent, that I love. 

"April..." Nick says in my ear. His voice sounds different, unsure, like he doesn't know how to react. I pull back slightly to look straight into his eyes. I see him having an inner debate with himself, deciding weather to give into the lust i can feel oozing out of him, or to keep it together. I raise an eyebrow. What the hell happened in there, I ask myself. 

"Nick?" I ask, confused and slightly worried. 

He places me on the ground, but he keeps his arms wrapped around me holding me in place. 

"What the hell happened?" I demand, his actions currently are definitely out of character. 

The spark of lust in his eyes disappears, as if I flipped a switch. 

"Nothing, Mr.Davies, just needed to speak to me about a business offer pending." He replied, releasing me in an instant. 

What! Anger surges through me, not only did he just break contact with me when I was basically a sexual time bomb craving any form of his touch, but I also sat hear for the last hour and half alone panicking, while the whole time they were discussing business. Without ME!!! 

"What! Nick, seriously! I have been worried sick. And why wasn't I invited to this business meeting, huh, last time I checked I am still apart of this company." I say, practically shouting. 

He glares daggers at me, like what I just said was the most preposterous thing he had ever heard. 

"Ms.Chambers please deal with these papers you seem to have dropped on the floor. Scan them into the system then file them away. And please do remember who you are speaking too." Nick responds, sounding like a pompous CEO ass-face.