Fangirl problems

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 I hate being a student. I need to learn and learn about stuff I don't interest. I need to study from 6 am until 8 pm. The only thing that I need is my bed and just some time with my boyfriend who is also busy with his job. 

We were just kids when we fell in love, not knowing what it was. I'm not giving him up this time. We had good and bad times. There were times that we questioned our relationship, times were we almost ended it, times that we didn't trust each other. It's not good this time. 

He's been traveling a lot. Not calling me, not letting me know when he's back. I have this feeling that he's going to end it. I don't want this. I want to spend my life with him. 

The tears were running down my cheeks. Knowing that when he's home that he's gonna end it. I walked to my bed and fell asleep. I woke up by the feeling of the sun shining in my eyes.

 I remembered everything from yesterday, me crying and me being desperate. 

But that was just a dream. I'm just a fangirl who cries because she never met her idol.   

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