I just wrote this cause i feel like this...
He loved me.
I didn't love him back.
Made it clear to him i didn't want to get hurt again.
I said we could still be friends.
But is this what i want now.
No.
I don't want to be away from him. I was stupid jean always use to flirt with me and i always thought nothing off it. But then he told me he loved me and i told him that this isn't what i wanted that we should still be friends.
But now things have changed. Now i want him too love me but all he ever talks about now is mikasa. He loves her even thou she is inlove with Eren her step brother. But he says she will love him eventually.
I tried to hide my feelings i tired to keep them hidden but must jealousy got the best of me, i couldn't take it anymore. I broke and i confessed how i felt.
But he told me he didn't have those feelings anymore. He said we should just be friends.
I push him so far away that now his gone.
He was gone and it was all my fault
I guess this love will always be one-sided...
Sorry guys if this was bad...
