It's been a year, I'm fifteen now momma. I have scars up and down my arms now. I stopped cutting for a little while, but then I started again.
These girls at school bully me relentlessly. They call me broken and damaged and tell me that its no wonder you killed yourself since I'm a worthless slut and nobody in their right mind would want me. But oh well. They can be the reason I jumped off a bridge, when I finally get the courage to do it.
Everyone at home always tell us kids that killing ourselves isn't the way to end it. That there's always a better way and that we are loved.
But I'm broken without you momma, I want to see you again. And sometimes when I've lost a lot of blood, I do see you. You always tell me that there is so much here for me on earth, and that daddy couldn't take another heartbreak, so I stay. For daddy.
But I promise that one day, I'll leave this god forsaken world and join you wherever you are momma. Then I'll be fixed. But for now, I'll stay broken.
YOU ARE READING
I Miss You Momma
RandomBecause Lea Is Mean. ALSO ALL OF THESE ARE BASED ON WHAT WOULD HAPPEN TO LEONA IF NESS DIES. SO IF NESS LIVES THEN THESE AREN'T CANNON. JUST SAYING.
