At The Start

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At the start, everything fell into its places
Love for love,me for me,hate for hate
Then, those tables started to turn
All those dices started to roll
And I started to descend
Gravely to the grounds
As my fake smiles
Circled to true
Frowns

At the start, I was crowned the queen
Though I never reached the reams
Of the tiara that grants redeem
I didn't hold my head high up
And thus,those jewels fell
Into the absurd reason
That I thought I was
Never so capable

At the start, I held my sceptre of power
But I never clutched it firmly enough
I never should have placed too far
For I can't find it anymore either
I am starting to doubt myself
I am starting to fall like my
Jewels, I am starting to
Lose myself into the
Excuses I reason-
-ed to have just
Like my own
Red staff

At the start, I felt failure wasn't a choice
But now I think it is the only way
Your strength will be tested
Your soul will be capti-
-vated ,but if you
Let it hit you,
The end

At the start ,it wasn't so hard
But step by step I'm falling
But step by step I am
Also growing up
At least now
I feel like
I am
I

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