bLaMe

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Plummeting into the darkness
Of something yet unknown
I grasped out to everything
I could reach up to

But the abyss was too crowded
With the things I didn't want
People whom I didn't need
Emotions I didn't know existed

So I am hiding here
Hiding in the blame
Of hating the new,
Hiding from something
Yet undiscovered

Why am I so afraid of falling
That I cut up my own wings
To never try flying anymore ?
Why am I so afraid of dying
That I don't live anymore ?

What is holding me on trial
From my own happy smiles
Am I afraid that someone else
will fall for me again ?
And that I will have to
Say no to him too

I am blamed of hurting a heart
Then why do I feel
I have a broken heart too

Harrowingly,
Hurting him
Is hurting me too

Harrowingly,
It's hurting me more

(I dedicate it to my newest friend NeelamSingh18 ,JaredNera
And Serenasing)

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