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Feelings (Kylo Ren)

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Theme: Imagine Kylo finding out about your feelings after he invades your mind.

Fandom: Star Wars/Kylo Ren

Word Count: 819

Warnings: fluffier than a rabbit's tail 

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I had tried everything. Leaving flowers at her sleeping quarters, sending her anonymous letters of admiration, and even dressing up as a technician named Kyle to see if she would say ANYTHING about me. 

She never did. 

For all I know,  she might as well of threw all the flowers and notes in the garbage because she never seemed to be scouting for whoever sent it. 

Y/N was beautiful. Hid behind her storm trooper uniform, I had only seen her true face a handful of times, and man, was I thankful for those moments. 

Analyzing her face, I couldn't help but notice that her eyes were the most celestial color of blue I had ever seen. She had small freckles scanning the bridge of her nose and they seemed to cascade down her cheeks. 

Y/N was simply.. perfect. Yet she seemed untouchable to me.

"Master Ren, you called for the 4th squadron commander, sir?" I heard a hefty, machine-like voice say.

"Yes commander. I request the presence of HV-5937 in my head office at 16:00 hours, precisely. Transfer the message back to HV-5937 immediately." I demanded.

"Yes, Master Ren." The commander took off and I turned from him, planning how I would approach Y/N tonight..

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It was 15:50 and I was pacing about my office. I had never felt this feeling before I seen Y/N. Was it nervousness, anxiety... infatuation? I ripped my helmet off my head and threw it to the other side of the room.

I did not know. I had never felt anything for anybody. The closest emotion I can ever recall feeling is respect. Respect for my parents as a young boy, respect for Luke Skywalker (which has since died), and now respect for Supreme Leader Snoke.

But what I felt towards HV-5937 was not respect. It was way more than that...

KNOCK, KNOCK, KNOCK. 

Y/N was here. I could feel her presence behind the door. She was warm and almost had an ultraviolet aura around her. I couldn't help but get chills knowing how close, but also, how far away she was from me. 

I ruffled my hair up, sweeping it to one side before opening my door with the force. 

HV-5937 walked threw the door and my eyes were transfixed upon her mask. It was just like every other storm trooper's mask, but what was concealed under it was a true beauty. I closed the door back to my office, while Y/N walked right in front of me. 

"Master Ren, Commander said that you requested my company." She said in a more feminine, metallic voice.

"Yes, come have a seat. We have much to discuss." I pulled the curtains back to my office to reveal a table with two chairs facing each other. Y/N sat in one chair while I sat in the other.

"Y/N, I need you to do something before we beginning our conversation.. I ask that you remove your helmet." 

I could feel Y/N's heart beat start to race. 

"If that is what you wish.." Y/N's helmet began decompressing and she popped the helmet off slowly, avoiding my gaze. Her body language spoke measures, as she acted reserved and quite shy, with her hands folded in front of her chest. 

I wasn't sure where to go from here so I simply put my hand on her shoulder. She looked up in my eyes and I whispered, "Don't look down."

Y/N began staring into my eyes and that's when I started creeping my way into her mind. 

Yes, I was reading her thoughts because there was no way that I would get her to openly admit what she felt towards me.. which could be nothing at all. 

Her eyes began to droop, and she relaxed in her seat, almost falling backwards if I was not there to catch her. As I held her in my arms, I searched every crack and crevice in her mind until I found something tucked quietly away. 

I brought it towards the life and heard Y/N reciting what she was thinking in my mind. 

"I have been bred to not feel anything. To simply be a puppet, believe in the algorithm that the First Order has drilled in our brains. But would it be morally wrong if I  began experiencing feelings? Happiness, sadness.. compassion? Does that deem me a weaker storm trooper if I do?  Yes... Yes it would. That is why I must keep everything locked away. How I feel towards the enemy, my comrades, and even Kylo Ren. Especiallly Kylo Ren.. He must never know that I am secretly in love with him."

'Finally.' I thought, satisfied with myself and satisfied with the answers I got tonight, even though I took drastic measures to get there.