EMPTY// Finn Wolfhard

s e v e n t e e n

y/n jolted awake.
her heart was racing.
she was sweating.
she was crying.
she was hyperventilating.
she looked around and saw Wyatt, Jaeden, Jack, and Finn all standing at the foot of her bed.
they all look concerned and worried.
wyatt had a glass of water in his hand, he walked over and put it on her side table.
finn went and sat next to her. he brought her into his arms. she was still hyperventilating. she held onto him.
finn looked at the other three boys in the room. he motioned for them to come and hug her. the nodded and climbed onto her bed. they all hugged her.
she was safe.

the boys left the room and allowed her to get ready.
she walked into her bathroom. she rolled up her sleeves so that she could wash her face. as she did so, it revealed her scars.
y'see ... even though she had promised finn that she wouldn't cut again ... she did. she continued to cut. her parents soon found out, and sought help. they didn't want her to hurt anymore. she did get help, so now all that was left were scars. she took a deep breath, and looked at herself in the mirror. her eyes were red and puffy.
she washed her face.
then, she brushed her teeth.
she combed her hair, and applied a small amount of makeup.
she looked at herself once more ...
she contemplated her dream...she wondered,
what did it mean?
did she want to break up with finn?
no! of course not! she loves him...right?
right?!
yes! YES! YES SHE DID!
why would she question it?
she took another deep breath.
she shook her head as if to say forget about it.
she walked out of her bathroom, and into her room. she opened her door, and saw the boys in the hallway, talking lowly and looking concerned.
they all turned to her. they weakly smiled. as did she. she walked to her bed, leaving her door open for them to come in.
they all trailed behind.
she sat one her bed, turning on her tv.
the boys all walked over and got comfortable on her bed.
she rested on her backboard.
finn crawled over to her and stared lovingly at her.
she turned to him and smiled.
she sat crisscross, allowing finn to rest his head in her lap.
she played with his hair.
he looked up at her, and continued to stare.
she soon noticed and looked down at him.
he raised his hand to her cheek, and rubbed it softly with his thumb.
she smiled gently.
finn sat up.
he pulled her into his lap.
she sat with her legs straight in front of her.
he rapped his arms around her waist.
resting his head on her shoulder, he lightly pressed his lips into her neck.
it had caused her to giggle.
he smiled at her enjoyment.
he whispered in her ear, "i love you so much"
she smiled, "i love you more"
"impossible" he whispered again.
she smiled once more, before turning back to the tv.
she thought, i love him.
i said it...
and i meant it...
right?
RIGHT?!
ugh...yes y/n you love him.
that's why you've been together for over a year.
she took a deep breath.

jack, who was curled up with jaeden, turned to everyone, "you guys wanna go live?"
everyone looked at one another and nodded, "sure"
jack unhooked from jaeden, and went to get his phone.
jaeden crawled over to y/n and finn, pouting.
"awh finn can we keep him?!" y/n beamed.
"what? no" finn shook his head.
"what do you mean, 'no' ? hES GONNA STARVE OUT THERE IN THE COLD FINN" y/n raised her eyebrows.
finn sighed, "fine ... but only because i love you and you're annoying"
"yA- wait what?" y/n turned to finn
"what?" finn raised his eyebrows.
y/n squinted.
"YAY" jaeden cheered.
y/n laughed.
jack came back, his phone in hand.
he had already started the live.
"oh yeah, and heres my mom," jack turned the camera to y/n, "mom say hi"
y/n laughed, "hi"
"oh and jack?" jack turned to y/n.
"jaeden is you're brother now" y/n informed.
"oK NICE TO MEET YOU" jack smiled.
"wAIT" y/n threw her hands up
"whAT" jack jumped, throwing his hands up at well.
"wE FORGOT ABOUT NOODLES OVER THERE" y/n jerked her head towards wyatt.
wyatt turned to them, looking terrified for his life.
jack slowly but surely made his way over to wyatt. once he was right in front of him, he just stared at him, their faces barely 2 centimeters away from one another.
wyatt smacked jack, "miss me with that gay shit"
this caused jack to fall off y/n's bed.
he screamed, "REKEKEKEKE IVE MC'FALLEN! IVE MC'FALLEN! AHHH SEND HELP! MOMMY!"
he squirmed on the floor for about a good minute before y/n said, "jack get up"
"oh fine" jack stood up, dusting off his pants, and then going back to his livestream.

thoughts still lingered in the back of y/n's mind,
in the dream, i loved him ...
and that's why i said goodbye ...
is that what i need to do?
no! i cant! i cant leave the one person i love most!
a look of discomfort appeared on her face, but it appeared unknowingly.
finn soon noticed and looked at her.
"hey ... you alright?" finn whispered.
y/n snapped out of her thoughts, "yeah ... uhm, yeah i'm fine"
she smiled.

finn turned her around, so that now she was facing him.
he cupped her cheeks, and looked into her eyes.
he continued to stared into her eyes. she didn't know what to do, so she just crossed her eyes.
he laughed.
she did too.
he pulled her in for a kiss.
their lips touched.
both of them, forgetting that there were other people in the room, started to make out, but it soon ended, as wyatt chucked a pillow at them.
"get a room!" he yelled.
they both turned to him, and y/n spoke, "we're in a room, and last time i checked, my room"
jack started to shriek, "MY VIRGIN EYES! AHHH THE HORROR! IM NO LONGER A PURE CHILD! NO MOM HOW COULD YOU?!"
and nic, who had been watching the livestream, commented, "yOU GET SOME FINN"
jaeden was profusely rubbing his eyes, attempting to get the image out of this head.
nic then called y/n.
"yes nicholas?" y/n answered.
"put me on speaker" nic said.
"ok" and y/n did as told.
nic then spoke, "finn i just wanted to make sure you knew how to use a condom"
finn, along with everyone else bursted out laughing.
"i don't want little baby finn's running around ... that is the last thing i need" nic spoke again, "seriously! iM NOT FIT TO BE AN UNCLE"
everyone was dying of laughter.
"oh my god and just imagine if they were just like y/n ... that would be terrifying" nic said.
"hey! what the fuck is that supposed to mean?!" y/n protested.
"nooooothingggggggggg" nic dragged out.
"mhmm ..."