The Tharki's Love

Chapter 10

Im done. I cant 'not' tell him anymore. But how do I tell him. Yeah so back to square 1 'Im not telling him'.
Yet another day Im not attending college. Im on my way back home. Idk why all of a sudden I feel like having ice tea. I never even feel like having tea and today I want Ice tea. I anyway had money that I could spare so I decided to buy the ice tea from the shop opposite my building.
I cross the road from my building to go the shop and someone calls me. I turn round to see who but I couldnt find anyone. I seen two guys standing but I could'nt see them clearly so I just walked away. I brought my Ice tea and I was crossing the road back and again these guys call out. So I went to see who was it and I came to know that it was my long lost friend-brother Jayesh. So we talk for like 10 minutes and then when I was supposed to leave I just thought of asking him if he knew Fawad. Idk why but I just thought of so I did.
So our conversation was something like this.
Me: Umm.. do you know Fawad... Fawad patel ?
Him: Who? Can you Show me the pic please?
Me: Sure.
I showed him a picture from his Ig account and his facial expressions! His expressions were as though he knew him from his childhood.
(In my mind) Tell me also something dude I wanna know. U cant just laugh like this and make me curious. Tell meeeee.
And he says - Dude he's like our kid. He's a guy from our group itself.
Me: Wait. What ? Your group ? You mean he stays in our area itself ?
He: Ohh god! He has studied in our school itself. What are you talking ? You dont know him ?
Me: No. I dont. How am I supposed to knowed
He: Seriously ?. All the people from our school knows you plus he's always been with us so when you passed our school and met us you didnt see him ?
Me: No. I did'nt. If I would've see him then why would I even ask you (giving him a blank look)
He: Okay, Okay! So what's the deal now ? Why are you asking me about him ? You dating him huh ?
Me: Oh no! Dont ask me such stupid questions.
He: Then why are you asking ? Tell me Im curious now.
Me: Umm... actually ... umm (looking around)
He: Stop blushing and tell me now whats the matter ?
Me: Actually he's my crush! (Damn that was hard to say but I did say it finally.)
He: Oh fuck! Are you serious ? You've gotta be kidding me!
Me: No. No. Why would I be kidding about this.?
He: Okay Okay. So do you want me to talk to him about it ?
Me: Umm... if you can ?
He: Sure Sure why not. I told you he's like our group's kid. I'll surely talk to him and let you know if he's dating someone or whats the scene.
Me: Thank you so much yaa It means a lot
He: Shut up!

Omg! I actually finally took a step. I just hope everything goes well and this guy does'nt mess things up for me.

It was time to have dinner and I could'nt take a chance if this guy messes up anything. I dont know why but I was feeling very nervous from inside and so I texted him.
Our conversation went something like this-
Me: There?
F: Yup
Fuck! He replied. What do I do now ? I dont even have any topic to talk on or I dont even know what to ask him. It will be quiet weird if I ask him if he had dinner and all. So I thougth of straight forward questioning him.
M: U dating anyone ?
F: Nope
M: Oh Okay!
I dont know what is this feeling ccalle but all I could experience was butterflies, bubbles, birds, flowers and I guess every possible thing on earth that joyously moves about. Okay okay Chill he just told you that he is not dating anyone, he did'nt say he wants to date you. Ugh!
F: Why you asking ?
M: (Should I tell him ? Should I tell him ? SHOULD I TELL HIM ?)