Abhorrence Of Love [FIN]

47: Painful Moments

NOTE TO MY READER

THIS CHAPTER HAS AN INAPPROPRIATE SCENE WHICH HAPPENS TO BE FORBIDDEN TO 18 BELOW. MEDYO SPG SIYA SO IF YOU DON'T WANT TO READ OR RATHER TO ENCOUNTER SOME KIND OF SENSUAL WORDS THEN PROCEED TO THE NEXT CHAPTER

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ZEKE RODRIGUEZ

Limang araw. Limang araw simula ng huli ko siyang makita and i admit to my self that i really missed her.

i want to see her and tell her how much i love her pero wala akong lakas ng loob para gawin yon.

Aly has already a family. A loving husband like ford and an adorable daughter like Kath.

i don't want to ruin it even if i want to.

Nandito ako ngayon sa bar para magpakalasing at makalimot kahit sandali. Ni hindi ko nga pinapansin ang mga babae sa paligid because none of them can satisfy me.

Hinahanap hanap ko pa rin ang contentment na lagi kong nararamdaman noon kay Aly. And that is one of the reason why i fuck girls.

Sasalok sana ako ng panibagong baso ng alak ng may pumigil sa akin.

"You're drunk Zeke stop it," sabi ng tinig na narinig ko.

Pagkatingala ko ay bigla kong nakita si Aly.

Is she really here? Or i'm just too drunk that's why I'm hallucinating

"Lets go i'll drive you home," sabi ni Aly. Hindi na ako nagreklamo at nagpadala sa kanya kahit medyo nahihilo pa ako.

Sa parking lot pa lang ay nagsuka na ako.

THIRD PERSON

ng nakarating sila sa condo unit ni Zeke ay halos ilang beses pang nadapa sila Aly.

Pinilit ni Aly na maipunta si Zeke sa kama nito para punasan.

Kumuha siya ng bimpo at maligamgam na tubig para mahimas masan ang amoy ng suka kanina ni Zeke.

'May problema ka ba ZA? Alam ko na hindi ka naglalasing basta basta' isip ni aly.

Ilang beses pa napalunok si Aly habang hinuhubad niya ang t shirt ni Zeke dahil na alala niya ang mainit na tagpong nangyari sa kanila 4 years ago na dahilan ng pagkakaroon ng Katherine Zely ngayon.

Naginit ang pisngi ni Aly habang pinupunasan niya si Zeke. At sa hindi inaasahan ay biglang dumilat si Zeke at pumaibabaw kay Aly.

"Z-zeke," nahihiya si Aly sa lapit ng mukha ni Zeke dahil hindi na siya masyadong sanay sa prisensya ng binata.

Makikita mo naman sa mukha ni zeke na parang kinikilala ang nasa harapan niya.

"AZ. My one and only AZ. I love you so much," sambit ni Zeke na nakapag pasaya ng puso ni Aly. Gustohin man niya na magtatalon sa tuwa ay hindi niya magawa dahil bigla siyang hinalikan ni Zeke sa mapusok na paraan.

Nung una ay napasinghap pa siya pero kalauna'y tinugon niya ito witb the same intensity that Zeke gives her.

Bumaba ang halik ni Zeke sa leeg kasabay ng unti unting pagtanggal ng mga damit nila pareho.

Kapwa nag iinit ang hubad nilang katawan ngunit mas lalo lamang nila pinapaalab ang kanilang nararamdaman.

Zeke kisses move down to her breast. He suck and lick it like a lollipop kasabay ng paghagod nito sa kabilang dibdib.

Halos ma bali na ang bewang ni Aly sa ginagawa ni Zeke.

But Zeke didn't mind it at all ang alam niya lang ay gusto niyang maangkin ang babaeng nasa harapan niya.

"I want you AZ," ngumiti si Aly at tinanguan si Zeke.

and the rest was history

ALYSON BURGO

I woke up early in the morning that i feel hurt down there

But i smile widely as i remember what happen last night.

On how he claim me and how he make love to me.

I trace his face from his forehead down to his nose until his lips. I smile again and kissed it.

Tumayo na ako to fix my self then i go to his kitchen to prepare something to our breakfast.

Gladly after scanning his stock i saw an ingredients for chicken curry.

I prepare everything at ng malapit na akong matapos ay nakita ko siyang nakasandal sa gilid ng pintuan.

"What are you doing here?" Malamig na sabi ni Zeke.

"Zeke i-" he cut me.

"I SAID WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE!" napatalon ako sa gulat.

"We make love," Mahina kong sabi.

Bigla namang tumawa si zeke.

"Make love? Oh come on. It was only a sex rather to say one night stand? I'm use to do it everyday kaya wala kang pinagkaiba sa nga babaeng kinama ko. And what do you think? Na magbabago ang tingin ko sa yo just because of that fucking one night stand? You've got to be kidding. Now get the hell out AND NEVER EVER BACK TO MY LIFE!" napayuko ako sa sinabi niya.

I compose my self for a second bago ko siya harapin.

"Yeah you're right. You can label me now as one of your whore. You're right to for saying that nothing will change. Just forget all about this day," ngisi kong sabi saka ako umalis.

Doon na naglandasan ang masagana kong luha.

I also don't know how i drive home because of my condition but still I'm composing my emotion cause i know it is really bad for my health.

Pagka pasok ko sa mansion ay nakita ko si Reyden.

Agad akong tumakbo at niyakap siya.

That is the time that i burst out i just want to cry and cry.

"Fuck! Alyson what happen?" Alalang tanong ni Reyden.

siniksik ko pa lalo ang mukha ko sa leeg niya at umiyak.

"Reyden he claim me. He touch me he told me that he love me then when he woke up he told me that for him it was only a sex," sumbong ko.

"It really hurt. I don't want to feel this anymore i love him so much. Why i can be happy," i ask him it is really painful. I thought we can be together again.

Reyden tuck my hair and kissed my forehead

"Everything will be alright Alyson," after hearing that word everything went black.

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A/N *Punas ng pawis* ho! Natapos din pingpawisan ako hahaha

Any way hindi dapat ganito ang kalalabasan nito pero nabura yung una kaya inulit ko at inedit

konti na tiis na lang matatapos ko na ito. *teary eyes*

ABHORRENCE OF LOVE
WRITTEN BY: BALUGAO07