STATE OF NUMBNESS

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don't you wish you were dead sometimes? cold and full of maggots and stuff?.

always in a constant state of numbness.
not being able to enjoy nice things because i don't think i'm worthy of them.
always letting bad things happen because i think i do deserve them.
thinking karma is out to get me because of all the things i haven't done yet.

it's 11:11.
it's sad hours again.
wouldn't you know it?

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