xxii | ever since from the beginning

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Ever since from the beginning,

I can't understand these feelings.

We became friends, but we don't have the same feelings.

I accept the fact that we are just friends

And I am confident with that.

It's fine with me to be with you.

But I guess will just remain friends too.

I think I won't come near you

Won't look at your eyes too,

Because your stares are melting me

And I wish my knees are sturdy as the trees

So that I won't fall for you anymore.

Yeah, I already love you, yes.

I didn't expect

I didn't mean.

To fall for you.

And how I wish you feel this way too.

But I know,

We'll be just friends, I know.

I'll try my best to forget these feelings

And just hold on the railings.

Shouting,

I love you.

I tried to stop my feelings,

Even if it's hard to avoid you.

What can I do?

Your smiles, your stares, and even your voice can melt me,

But I think I'll just ignore them

It's dangerous.

Looking from afar,

Is it really acceptable to me?

Because I strongly disagree,

But I want you to be free.

Because I know we'll be just friends.

And I'll accept that fact wholeheartedly even my heart bends

Am I contented with this?

Because the feeling again is not a bliss.

And I want to dismiss these feelings.

My brain is amiss

I still miss the way you diss.

I want you to be happy.

I know letting you go will make me unhappy

But I love you,

Ever since from the beginning.

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