(this chapter will be more violent AND will have some sexual abuse in it as well. you have been warned)
<harry's pov>
When I arrived home, Linds had just woken up, so I didn't feel the need to tell her about the run in I had earlier. The last few days had been pretty uneventful, and I could feel my baby distancing herself from me. It hurt, knowing that she was holding herself back from truly loving me, because I know that she would love me if she gave herself time. I walked downstairs and started making us both some breakfast. I made eggs because they were her favorite, and I microwaved some hash browns for her as well. I heard soft and quiet footsteps coming from the stairs, and I turned to see Linds walking down to me. She wiped her eyes as if she was still tired, and sat down on a stool in the kitchen. "Good morning baby, how did you sleep?" I asked her. "I slept fine," she responded back quickly, not sounding happy or thrilled whatsoever. What was I doing wrong? Just a few days ago she was kissing me and touching me and now she didn't even want to be near me? "I'm making us breakfast, it will be ready soon," I said to her and she only nodded, annoying me slightly. Didn't she realize I was doing all of this for her? For us?
"Here you go love, eggs and hashbrowns, just for you," I said with a wink as I placed the plate in front of her, watching her dig in as soon as I placed it down. She didn't speak, but ate quickly. "God you're beautiful," I said to her but she paid no mind to it, still eating her breakfast. I ate my food as well, sitting down next to her, trying not to flip my shit when she wouldn't let me touch her. I tried to put my hand on her thigh but she pushed it away. I sighed heavily, and took her plate once she was done, starting to do the dishes.
"When are you going to let me leave?" she asked out of nowhere, taking me off guard. "Excuse me?" I asked back, shocked that she would ask me something like that. She rolled her eyes and got out of her chair, walking into the middle of the kitchen. "I'm not staying here forever. I haven't seen the news but I know people are looking for me. They will find me, and you will go to jail for a very long time. You will be in there until you die, and I will be free again, living my life the way I used to before you came in and fucked-" she started, but I stopped her. I could feel my entire face get red, as I was overcome with anger. "Shut up, Lindsey," I said as harshly as I could, but she just didn't listen to me. "No, fuck you Harry, you listen to me for once! You're insane! You're fucking crazy honestly! You just forced me to leave everyone and everything I love! If you loved me like you claim all the goddamn time you wouldn't do that to me! If you loved me you wouldn't-" she said but I cut her off again. I slammed her into the wall behind her, grabbing her wrists tightly in my grip. "Shut the fuck up Lindsey! Fuck! It's about time you listened to me for once!" I yelled at her, my face only inches from hers. Her eyes got wide like a deer in headlights as she realized how mad I really was at her. I was physically shaking with anger, I had never been so mad in my entire life. How dare she question my love for her?! She didn't respond, and I slammed her against the wall harder, smirking when I heard her whimper slightly. "Harry, I'm sorry," she begged, but I had had enough of her thinking she called the shots. "No, no more being 'Mr. Fucking Nice Harry,' for now on, you will do what I say, and when I fucking say it! Do you hear me?" She nodded her head, and I used one of my hands to hold her wrists, and pulled her hair with the other. I gripped it harshly, making her look up at me. "I said, do you fucking hear me?!" she nodded her head and said yes, and I grabbed a fistful of her hair, throwing her down onto the kitchen floor, hard. She cried out slightly as she hit the ground, and hissed out in pain as she tried to stand up again. "Actually, I have a better idea for you right now, why don't you stay down there, and put yourself to good use?" I said, with a devilish look in my eye, that I know she caught on to. She gulped, and tried to get away, but I grabbed her and pulled her back. I pulled her up onto her knees, still sitting on the kitchen floor, as I undid the zipper to my jeans. "Please harry, don't do this, please," she begged out but I paid no mind to it. She hurt me for the last time, and she needed to know how I felt. She needed to know that I was in charge. I pulled down my boxers, and grabbed the back of her neck, bringing her face to my length. She began to plead again, but I shut her up quickly as her mouth touched my tip, making me grip her hair tightly as I moved her head for her. I moved her head around, doing what felt good for me, as I threw my head back in pleasure. "Fuck, Lindsey. You're so fucking hot, I can't believe it took two weeks to have your lips around me.." I moaned out as I continued thrusting into her mouth. She gagged and I smirked, feeling myself come close. It had been so long since another person did this to me, I knew I wasn't going to last long, especially
not when she was doing it. "Fuck, baby, I'm gonna come, okay?" I said as I came into her mouth, slowly untangling my hand from her hair. She moved away from me as fast as she could, wiping her mouth and spitting out on the floor. "You're disgusting," she spat out, as tears fell down her cheeks. "You're goddamn right, baby," I said with a wink, pulling up my boxers and zipping my jeans up again. She got up off the floor, and started trying to run, but I grabbed her by the tshirt she was wearing and pulled her back, into my chest. "Shhhh, baby, come on," I whispered into her ear as I held her against my front, noticing her squirming. "You're so fucking ungrateful, Lindsey. After everything I have done for you, and you do this to me? You better learn how to show me some goddamn respect, or it won't be your mouth that I'm fucking next time. Got it, baby?" I said, with venom in every word that I spoke. She shook her head, and broke free of my grasp, running up the stairs and locking the door, of course. Too bad she couldn't hide in that bedroom forever...
