so wattshitty is finally working again and i've been sending annoying messages to everyone lately and i'm sorry.
and you might have noticed i deleted endings, and that's because i felt so horrible these days everything about everyday was making me lose all interest in things i used to love. dancing doesn't entertain me as much, but when i do dance i notice how fat i am and that i should stop because as my fats dance along with me i see myself as really disgusting and writing is also slowly withering away.
i don't feel sad or happy or angry, i just feel horrible i feel something like next to nothing.
and school is not helping.
my only source of happiness these last few days was lanie my babie spookjin . it's nice to know that despite me being annoying and bothering her she still won't leave me and forget me like everyone else does.
i hope you understand i love all of you
