*Louis POV*
I am currently sitting next to the Harry Styles, Harry fucking Styles. I could melt.
I mean he's absolutely gorgeous, those beautiful green eyes and perfect plumb lips just wow
"Louis?" Harry's husky voice suddenly interrupted my thoughts
"Hmm?" I respond pretending like I wasn't just checking him out
"You just seemed to wander off for a bit," Harry says
"Well you're quite boring Harold, I mean you talk really slow" I answer pretending to yawn
"Do not!" Harry says trying to hold back a laugh
"Boys!" The teacher interrupts us
"Sorry Mrs.Smith," we both say in unison trying to hold back laughter
She just rolls her eyes and goes back to teaching
"Hey, so Louis wanna hang out after school?" Harry says casually as he's writing down notes
Wait Harry wants to hang out with me?! Harry wants to hang out with ME!! ME?! L-o-u-i-s Louis me!!
"Louis?" Harry says interrupting my thoughts
"Ya I'd love that" I answer smiling so much it hurts my face
"Alright, we could go to your house if you want?" Harry says smiling back
"No Umm, not my place I Umm have 4 sisters so it'll be really noisy," I say using my sisters as an excuse
"Alright we can come to my place," Harry says placing his hand on my knee.
I feel goosebumps run up my back and butterflies start to form at his touch
Why does he do this to me? Why do I feel this way about him? Am I gay? Do I Louis William Tomlinson like Harry? I'm surprised by the answer I get from myself
Yes
Wait what?! I'm gay?! I guess that makes sense I mean I've never liked a girl and now here I am crushing on a boy.
I'm surprised at how fast I accepted myself, I mean I never really have cared what people thought of me.
But when will I come out to my family?
Do it tonight they won't judge you they love you
Ya okay I guess that's true I mean most of my sisters probably won't understand but I should tell them
Wow this voice in my head was quite smart
Thank you
The voice responds
Umm okay I'll talk to you later voice
Ya you will
The voice is a bit weird but it seems like we can be friends
What the hell am I doing right now talking to myself?!
"Can you drive me to my house too since I left my car at Zayn's house?" Harry says rubbing his thumb in circles on my knee
"Y-ya," I say as I feel goosebumps start to rise again because of Harry's touch
"Thanks," he says patting my shoulder and going back to his notes
I just nod and go back to my notes as well
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Harry and I walk out to the parking lot laughing like lunatics
"Did you see her face?!" Harry exclaimed
"Ya, she was like whaaa?!" I respond making a funny face
Harry bursts out laughing and I can't help laugh with him
"Cmon Lou lets go," Harry's says putting his arm around my shoulder
I can feel people start to stare at us as we walk towards my car. Harry doesn't seem to notice though. I can feel myself start to blush. Harry opens the door for me and then proceeds to get in the passenger seat
"Okay, I'll give you directions to my house alright?" Harry says and turns on the radio
This is where I discover Harry's beautiful voice
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"Wow Harry that was really good," I say as we walk up Harry's driveway
"Thanks but you also had a great voice," Harry says as he opens his front door
"Thanks," I say not really believing Harry
"Harry is that you?" I hear a woman's voice say
I think back to the time when Lottie asked me that question
"Ya Mom I brought a friend over," Harry said walking into the kitchen
I follow him and see a woman cooking some sort of soup she has brown hair and green eyes just like Harry's
"Oh is it Zayn? Cause you know how I feel about him" she says her back turned to me and Harry
"Mom," Harry says ignoring her opinion on Zayn
She turns around and smiles at me
"Oh Hello sweetie what's your name? I haven't seen you before?" She asks smiling at me
"Louis, and I sorta just became...friends with Harry today," I say. Can I call him my friend? I wish I could call him my boyfriend.
"Oh how wonderful, I'm Anne Harry's mother," Anne says smiling at Harry fondness evident in her eyes
"Okay me and Louis are gonna go up to my room okay?" Harry says
"Alright," Anne says going back to cooking
Harry begins walking up the stairs and I follow he crosses several doors before stopping at a door at the end
"Come in," Harry says as he opens his bedroom door
I step inside and Harry follows, he sits on his bed and pats the spot next to him. Signaling for me to sit next to him. I sit down and Harry says
"So you wanna play some games?"
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I drive home thinking about how I'm going to tell my family.
I run conversations over in my head
"I'm gay" I would say
"Eww, Louis that's disgusting!!" Lottie would respond
"Get the fuck out of my house Louis!!" Mark would say
And then I would run away and curl up and die
I took a deep breath trying to get rid of the negative thoughts
I pulled into the driveway and entered my house.
"Hey Louis" I hear Mark say sitting on the couch
"Hey umm...can we talk?" I say sitting next to Mark, and surprisingly I don't smell any alcohol on him.
"Sure Louis whats up?" Mark says turning off the TV
"It's kinda important so I need the girls in here too'' I said scratching the back of my neck awkwardly
"Ugh..okay" Mark responds
He calls all of the girl's names and they slowly march into the living room
"Umm...Okay I h-have an announcement to make" I say starting to feel nauseous
Before I let my fear stop me from saying what I want to say I make my announcement
"I'm gay," I say fearing the worst
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Hey so this chapter was just a filler for the next one so :) Anywho I didn't want to make it so Louis took forever to figure out that he is gay when it's so obvious that he's definitely not straight. So ya sorry it took a while for me to write this chapter it's just that I had to go to hell aka school.
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