𝐄𝐌𝐎 𝐐𝐔𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐓 𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒 𝐈

M. Way - Dear Michael James

/mikey x reader. yoooo, RIP sweet pea😭 we are going to miss you lil' buddy xo/

Mikey was woken by the sound of his doorbell being pressed. He groggily sat up from his bed and rubbed the sleep from out of his eyes.

He dragged his slender legs to the front door. As he opened the door, nobody was there but a single envelope on the ground.

For Mikey

was written in a cursive font in the back as Mikey picked the baby blue envelope up. Mikey looked around his front yard and closed the door afterwards. He went back to his room, sitting on his bed as he turned on the lamp on his nightstand.

He looked at the digital clock next to it, 4:39am.

He sighed and leaned his back against the headboard, opening the letter.

dear Michael James,

How are you? Hope you're doing fine, Mikes

the letter starts and a small smile on Mikey's lips begins to form. Mikes, a nickname given to him by someone he loved dearly, Y/n.

well, where do I start? Oh! remember back in 1st grade when you accidentally poured glitter all over my unicorn and it ended up being perfect? because I still do

how could Mikey forget? He ended up pouring glitter on her artwork because he was too busy starring at her.

and that one time when Gerard got his hand stuck in a jar and we hand to take him to ER because we couldn't take it out?

Mikey chuckled as the memory played in his mind. That day was supposed to be a special day for both of them but instead, they ended up in the waiting room of the hospital.

and that time when you burnt the pancake which caused Frank to panic! ? oops hahaha

Mikey remembered that morning. He and Y/n were the only ones to wake up early and while making breakfast, he was too focused on what she was saying that he forgot the pancakes. The fire alarm went on and Frank panicked.

And that time we kissed under the moon in your backyard?

Mikey smiled as the scene replayed in his mind. Her warm lips lingering on his and everything felt right. Like the world made them destined for each other.

when you said you loved me and I said I felt the same

Honestly, I never felt happier in my whole life, Mikes. You became my world, my happy pill, my weakness, and my everything. I love you so much and I wanna keep on making memories with you.

But...

Mikey's eyebrows furrowed at the word 'but'

Mikes, there is no way I could say this without breaking you and your heart.
Mikes, i want you to remember and cherish those memories.
Those times we had sneaking off, joking around, doing things couples do, those time where it sometimes gets emotional and thos happy times.
I want you to remember and focus only on the happy times we spent together.

Mikey's bleached out blonde hair fell on his forehead as a knot in is stomach begins to form.

Mikey.

I'm dying.

a lump was caught in Mikey's throat as he reads the two words that broke him.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I didn't tell you right away but Mikes, please don't be mad at me.

I love you and I only want you to be happy. With or without me.

Mikey, by the time you read this, I'm already in the hospital.

Please stay as the happy and poker-face Mikey I knew back then, don't change. Carry on with your life

Make music. Make memories. Make love.

Promise me?

Mikey's tears were falling from his eyes down to the letter, wetting some of the edges.

I love you
I always will love you
My forever Michael James Way
I love you and no words can describe how I wanna do my final hug and kiss with you.

So, I promise that I'll send the purest angel I can find to look over you.

Be happy, Mikes. I love you.

Always and forever,
Y/n L/n