Special but still rejected

The day I leave this place

 hey guys this is my first atempt at a story so sorry if it sucks but i hope you enjoy it 

                                                                <3 kate <3

Chapter 1: The day i leave this place (music for this chappie paramore brick by boring brick)

Ashlynn's p.o.v:

Hi my names Ashlynn I'm 15 years old, if you haven't guessed yet I'm a werewolf but you wouldn't know it because I'm "fat, ugly and a waste of space" well that's what most of my pack say anyway I admit I'm not like the super skinny wolf only a little bit chubby but that's all my baby fat .on with the story well everyone in my pack hates me even my brother and parents hate me they wish I wasn't born and often say I was a "mistake". It makes me cry not that I'd let them see It would only make them tease me more for being a cry baby.

Anyway as I've said I'm 15 I have long wavy brown hair down to my hips ,I quite like it but my pack say I just say I use it to cover my fat. I have strange eyes there a deep sapphire blue colour with dark purple and gold flecks this just makes me more of freak. I haven't turned yet, well we turn when we're 16 and I'm 16 in a week I can't wait. Well back to the present today is the soon to be alpha Adrian's 16th birthday the day he finds his mate I feel sorry for her he's such a stuck up jerk, well to me anyway.

 "Ashlynn get your fat ass down here" my brother Zack shouted up the stairs

 "fine bitch I'm leaving without you , maybe you could burn of some of that fat on your walk to school, not that it would make much difference your still a disgrace to the pack."

I finish putting my hoodie on and run down the stairs and out the door to see my brother speeding down the street laughing. I guess I better start walking to school.

I was half way there and I felt like I was being watched, looking round I didn't see anything until I looked into the woods there I saw some deep glowing green eyes the colour of emeralds staring right at me . Something flashed in its eyes but I couldn't quite make it out as it turned and high tailed it back through the woods.

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Finally I arrived at school I noticed my only friend Kat on the steps into school with her head in her hands

"hey Kat has Adrian found his mate yet "

She looked up at me with a small smile on her face "no not yet I feel sorry for her though"

"Yer me to so have we got Mr. Adams for maths today or is he still on holiday?" I asked

"he's still on holiday so don't worry, hey where's your bag ?"

"Crap it's in Zack's car , I'll be right back meet you inside see ya" I said while walking off.

"Bye"

When I got to Zacks car the pack was crowded round it like usual. I had to push my way through just to get to the door. I bumped into Zack when I was about to open the door.

"what do you want fatty?"

"just my bag"

"sure but make it quick" wow is he being nice for once "don't want you getting your fat germs all over my nice clean car" thought not.

I was pushing my way back through the crowd when an electric shock went up my arm. I looked up only to see Adrian.

"erm your my mate" I whispered looking him in the eyes something is oddly familiar about those green eyes I just can't quite put my finger on it.