Run Up A Check (THE BEGINNING) REVAMP

Fuck Ups

"Man i can't believe that shit bro" dame said laughing as i just finished telling him about the bull shit i heard asia and alani talking about last night"

It's no secret about asia and alani and me anymore since lira loud mouth ass found out the rest of them just so happen to find out mysteriously. I wasn't tripping about them fucking around but for me to hear them exchanging "I love yous" that shit had me on edge what if she tries to leave me bro and I am telling you now i will kill they ass.

After sitting with dame for what seemed like 3 hours i called for miyah to come out the house with lira and chyna so that we could go.

Halfway home miyah asked to go to my mama house so i pulled up to my mama shit Cutting the car off grabbing miyah out of it.

"Knock Knock"

The door swung open revealing my mother

"Mawmaw I missed you" miyah said as she jumped on her i smiled at the two they had my heart wrapped up i never was around my daddy since he was a bitch and ran out on me.

"Boy quit cheesing and give me a hug tootie bootie" she said embracing me to a big hug i shook my head at the name she called

I took a seat on the couch while my mama was in the kitchen i knew she had cooked because i could smell soul food when i parked my damn car i knew i was about to eat good as hell.

"Here baby eat this, where is my daughter in law" my mama asked referring to lani she had only met her once and was in love with her

I looked down at my plate seeing i had neck bones, cornbread, greens ,and hamburger helper

"she at the house im pissed at her she unloyal" i said shaking my head at the shit she did

"Boy she love your knuckle head ass she loyal as hell she already accepted miyah like that's her own what more do you want from her" " she said eating one of her neck bones

"Okay she got this little homegirl that's been staying with us and she you know been letting us toss her ass like a salad but the last week or two lani been acting standoffish if she not with miyah she went the girl and this morning i heard lani tell her she love her and i just feel like she fina leave me" i said shaking my head

"Talk to her and force her to talk to you , you may be overreacting but you also need to stop thinking the worse just because your daddy left you doesn't mean everybody will and i don't want you to say anything smart because i know that plays a part in this SHE IS NOT HIM TOOTIE don't turn your back on her because of his mistakes" my mother said getting up giving me a hug while rubbing my back

"Speaking of that bastard he came by the hospital again looking for me, i hid in the damn closet till he left, but don't worry i am sure he wont come by again" she said looking off knowing the effect it would have on me

"Mama you told me you quit three months ago why do you even work i told you i have everything covered" i said getting upset

" I know im sorry baby boy but i need to stack up just incase, you never know what will happen, aren't you about to get out the streets, you wont have as much income i do not want my bills to be apart of your burden" she stressed

I ran my hand down my face , she so difficult but i love this woman i thought.

I sat and talked with her for another hour or so before heading home miyah stayed over for the weekend and i headed to the house to relax i got home seeing nobody was there i decided it was the best time for me to take a nap

I woke up to a still empty bed i walked down stairs to grab a snack, i seen the girls laid up on the couch watching a movie

"hey baby where you been" she said