I AM SORRY #RUACSQUAD I WILL GET BETTER ,LOVE YALL -Daisha
Gotti POV
¨I love you, and i will wait on you i promise¨ i whispered in lani ear as i bathed her
She hardly ate anything and haven't talked since we heard the news , we have been home for about a week. Being strong for her and me is very hard , miyah has been with my mama since last week its time i bring her home and prepare to get over the loss of our child.
I got her out the tub dried her off and laid her in the bed ¨im going to get miyah its time she comes home¨ i said as i gave her a kiss walking out
¨i am sorry i know you lost a child also and i cant ignore your feelings , i wanna come with you maybe we can go out for the day walk the park , i want to put the box with everything that reminds me in the ocean. ¨ she spoke for the first time
I hopped in the bed hugging her tight as i broke down a little a nigga can only hold in so much this shit tore me up i feel as if its my fault.
2Months later (saturday afternoon)
GOTTI POV
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"Man I don't know where the fuck she is fuck her" i screamed at lira and the rest of the crew
"okay brother we know , how about you just go shower and try to go see miyah today and get a hair cut damn " lira suggested
I just walked away going to get in the shower, this is how my life has been for the two months Alani just up and left with everything after the loss of the baby as if this wasn't my baby and i aint hurting to.... I been tryna find her keep myself sane and take care of miyah all in the same time and i am DRAINED. My mom been helping me with miyah keeping her a lot of the time. When miyahs around all she does is ask for lani and i cant take it at all.
8PM
"Shit im tired" i said coming in the house carrying miyah from being out all day , i went and got trimmed up, fresh cut, shopped and picked up babygirl and we spent the day together.
"wake up babygirl we need to bathe you and lay you down" i said as we entered the bathroom
While i ran her bath with bubbles she took of her dress, she hopped in the tub with her moana doll , i began bathing her.
"Daddy i missed you so much i wish you hurry and fix the problem in the house so i can come home for good" miyah spoke looking up at me
Right then and there i knew it was time to let it go , i started thinking about how my life had been down the drain these last two months and i cant believe i let my babygirl down fuck lani period
"daddy im done" miyah said making me jump back out of my thoughts i got her out and dried her then put her in her pj's. after a hour of reading a bed time story to her she was sleep and i headed into the shower. As the water and soap trickled down my back and face i felt a wait being lifted off my shoulder.
