Shattered

Chapter Fourteen

Sitting in the hospital room I hold Sam's hand while my head lays on the bed. I haven't slept in a long time. I haven't ate anything. I haven't even moved.

Sam has been in a coma for a week now. It's all my fault. If I didn't pull that prank. If I didn't ignore Sam. If I just noticed the signs and just didn't let Sam do what he wanted, he wouldn't be here.

"Colby..." I hear softly. I look over at the door and see the gang. Meaning Brennen, Corey, Elton and Arron. Some of our friends that Sam and I were supposed to move in with.

Well I moved in and Sams stuff is still in boxes in the garage. It was all a sudden move right after the accident with Sam.

"Go home. Get sleep. We will watch Sam." Corey says. I shake my head and look over at Sam again.

"I cant leave him. What if he wakes up and I'm not here. What if something dangerous happens while he's asleep."

"We will watch him and call you right away if anything happens okay? Elton is taking you home. Me and Brennan are staying. Aaron is grabbing food and then he'll be home later. Go home Colby." Corey says laying a hand on my shoulder.

I look over at Sam one last time and squeeze his hand.

"I'll be back Sam..." I say standing up and following Elton to the car.

Once we arrived home Elton went to the garage to edit some things. I sigh out loud and look at the ground. This house just feels like something is missing. Its so big and there's supposed to be five of us. Instead there's four.

Heading upstairs to my bedroom I lock my door behind me and slide down against the wall.

You should of been there for him

He's in that hospital because of you

Sam is hurting because of what you did

If you didn't pull that prank he would still be his old self

You are a worthless, ungrateful, selfish, untrustworthy friend and person

They were right. The voices are right. If I didn't do that prank Sam wouldn't be on that hospital bed.