We have all been in that situation where we just, know what's going to happen
You may like the inevitable outcome in your mind, or you may not
Most of the time, my self esteem is so low, that I can't think optimistically
So, if something positive happens, I am overjoyed
But that doesn't mean that when something negative happens, I react well.
It hurts, it hurts like a bee sting through my entire body.
My eyes begin watering from the burning sensation
And it doesn't subside for a while
If I keep thinking about it, it gets worse, but it's the most prevalent thought in my head.
The open wound infects my mind with thoughts that I never wanted to find
Thoughts that I'm fully aware are either jealousy, anger, or just fear
I build up my confirmation in the situation so much that once it's over,
I don't know what to do.
The next thing I want to do is freak out, tell people, talk to people, but that has backfired so many times
No one is safe when you are hurting, no one understands what you're truly feeling.
No one understands someone in rage
Things get lost in communication, feelings get offended, people tell others, things fall to shit
The conflicts in your mind, the stinging sensation in your chest, just lingers.
*Sigh, what a day ladies and gents, things are just...ducky*
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I'm no Poet
PoetrySome of these are vent poems, short 1 scene story things, the occasional script, sorry, I get stressed. And just some poems have written:) I would love your feedback.
