PAPER ROSES || JIKOOK✔️

6

Waking up the next morning I noticed the house was quiet.

I sit up and run my fingers through my hair before standing up.

Pulling a shirt over my exposed chest I make my way out to the living room.

Jimin must still be asleep.

I sit down on the couch and turn the tv on.

I wasn't sure what I should do today but I assumed I'd figure that out later.

After about an hour I turn my head in the direction of Jimin's room.

He still hadn't come out.

Was he dead?

I click the tv off then make my way towards his bedroom.

Pushing the door open slowly I notice that his bed is empty.

Where the hell had he gone and when did he leave?

I turn back around and head to the living room once again.

After only a couple minutes the front door opens, revealing Jimin who looks drained.

"Were you out all night?" I ask and he looks up at me.

"I was at Rei's." Is all he says before he sits down on the couch with a long groan.

"All night?"

"Well yeah." He says and I blink a couple times before walking over to him and sitting down beside him.

"You're not weirded out that I'm gay are you?" I ask suddenly.

Jimin looks over at me and shakes his head.

"Of course not. Like I said, I'm totally okay with it." Jimin says.

"Are you sure? I don't want you to feel uncomfortable around me." I say, my voice soft.

"Positive. Everything is okay." Jimin smiles.

"Anyways, What should we do today?" Jimin asks as he turns over and looks at me with tired eyes.

"Well first of all, you should take a nap." I say and Jimin half laughs and half smiles.

"Cuddles?"

His voice was pure and innocent.

All through us growing up Jimin always asked to cuddle.

He loved to cuddle.

I smile and nod.

Never would I pass up an opportunity to cuddle with the man I love.

Jimin and I lay back on the couch, his head falling onto my chest as he clung to me.

Really, it was adorable.

"I'm sorry for asking you so many questions yesterday. I was just curious to know things. I didn't mean anything by it." Jimin says suddenly.

I laugh and wrap my arm around his back, my heart aching as I did so.

"It's okay. I know you didn't."

Jimin only looked at me as a best friend and that's all he ever would.

Although it hurt to admit I had already come to terms with that a long time ago.

I let out a small sigh as Jimin's breathing becomes low, signaling he had fallen asleep.

I moved my head to admire his face.

His soft orange hair was falling slightly into his eyes, his lashes were cascading a shadow onto his soft skin, and his lips..

Well his lips were still as plump and pink as they always were.

I couldn't even begin to explain how badly I wanted to kiss them.

Even just once.

My heart ached as I stared at the man I love.

He's so close yet so far and it pains me to know that I can never have him.
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I wake up to the smell of food.

I sit up and look around, spotting Jimin in the kitchen dancing and singing as he cooked something.

When did I even fall asleep?

"Hey!" Jimin says cheerfully once he notices me.

"Hey. How long have I been asleep?" I ask.

"Only a couple hours. I'm making food, are you hungry?" He asks as he waves a bowl in the air.

I let out a yawn and stand up.

"Starving." I say as my stomach growls which earns a giggle from him.

"Lucky for you, I just finished up. Here." He says and I walk over to him and take the food, glancing down at him.

He really was short.

"Eat too." I say but he declines.

"I will shove this food down your throat." I threaten.

"Really, Jungkook, I'm not hungry." He says.

I set my food down and lean close to Jimin, too close.

"If you don't eat I'll kiss you."

Boy was I serious too.

His eyes widen slightly as he backs away, becoming flustered.

"Okay okay, I'll eat." He says as he begins to make a bowl for himself.

I grin and watch as he does so.

Maybe I can just tease him a bit..

That won't kill him and it'll definitely be pleasurable for me.

So That's exactly what I'll do.

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