pEoms **COMPLETED**

Pain keeper

This one is for my brother: 

I will carry the weight

I will carry the load

But don't give me your pain

Mine is to long a road.

I am used to the dust

I am used to the cold

But don't give me your pain

I'm not all made of gold.

I can handle the effort

I handle my mind

But don't give me your pain

I don't want to be blind.

I can stand on my own

I can stand in the sky

But don't give me your pain

Only lightly I fly.

I want to be helpful

I want to save you

But don't give me your pain

I won't know what to do.

I am only a child

Knowing nothing of life

And don't give me your pain

Else I'll never survive.

You are strong you are old

I look up to your thoughts

But you give me your pain

And I'm killed in your thoughts.

I don't want to be lonley

I want to be free

But I take people's pain

And I can not be free.

I just want to be whole

I just want to be new

But I have all the pain

And I'm broken in two.

Can I ever be saved?

Can I ever know life?

I don't want all this pain

I don't want to survive.

Mayhaps I can end this

Maybe I will try

To no longer feel pain

Maybe I need to die.

But as I hold the knife

As I watch in the mirror

I am hit with the pain

Of all those I hold dear.

And I know in my soul

And I know in my heart

That im made for the pain

That there is no restart.

This is my purpose

This is my whole life

I'm the keeper of pain

And I will survive.