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Angst

This may be the most accurate representation of my feelings at any particular point in time. Anyway, it's another one of my favorites. 

In the hallways at "safe places"

Looking, i see empty faces,

Theres no comfort when im alone,

When my life depends on my phone,

Where I live, the people are blind,

Keep my secrets so they won't find,

Any weakness in my system,

I can't let them break my rhythm,

I'm a breed the world won't accept,

And they don't let out the unkept,

Any imperfections they see,

Keeping thoughts so I can't break free,

Anything they don't approve of,

They would keep me from one i love,

Thanks to them I learned a secret,

Out of sight is easy, forget,  

Now the nights ripping at my strength,

Out of pattern coming the length,  

Taking any stinging thought cure,

Forcing my thoughts to be unsure,

Waking up, a dizzy liar,

Burning up in my own fire,

When i wonder about my life,

Crying, blood still on my sharp knife,

Searching for a reason to live,

Settles on what I need to give,

Looking out, alone in the night,

Needs a partner in life, the fight,

Someone who will hold my hand when,

We go and can't return again.