Tom Holland IMAGINES

In My Hands (tom holland)

This is an original. If you don't feel like crying please skip. I don't want to be held responsible when you die after reading this. You've been warned. I take requests.

You and Tom had just a gotten married 3 months ago. The Honey Moon was over and it was amazing. You and Tom were both 23 and loved to go to any parties you could find. It was a Friday night and you were out with Z, Haz, and Tom.
You were all dancing to some of your favorite songs. Drinks were poured and food was sitting out ready to be eaten.
This was the life. You and the love of your life and all your friends around you.

You felt your feet swept off the floor as you were being picked up by Tom. He had you cradled in his arms.
Tom: How's are my babies?

Oh yeah, and you're pregnant so of course you couldn't drink you had a water.

You: We're doing great Tom!
Tom: Good! Tell me if you need anything. Alright love?
You: Ok babe thanks!

You kissed him and he gently set you down.
You walked over to Z and Tom went to Haz.
Then a lady's voice came over the speaker.

Lady: Can I get all the couples to the dance floor. We have gotten a request for a slow dance tonight.

You smiled as you saw Tom doing a little skip over to you.

Tom: Are you ready.

He held out his hand.

You: I don't know, am I?

You giggled an placed your hand in his.
He placed the other hand on your back as he led you to a spot on the floor.
You fell into his arms your head on his chest and his arms wrapped around you.
You took off your heels and stepped on his feet. He was leading the way.
As the music slowly played you two just swayed to the beat.
You listened to his heart beat. That could always calm you.

Tom: I love you.

He whispered into your ear.
You looked up.

You: I love you too

You placed your head back down and let the music and Tom take control.
When the song ended Tom suggested that you two should go home. You needed rest.
You agreed and you guys left waving goodbye at Z and Haz.
You sat in the passenger seat of the car and Tom drove.

Tom: I can't wait until our baby...

And just like that he was interrupted by a semi slamming into his side of the car.

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The hospital had just released you. The baby was fine and you had only a few cuts and bruises. It was a miracle.
But Tom.
Tom was on life support and you hadn't seen him yet.
Harrison wouldn't let you go in there alone. He had already seen him and he knew you couldn't take it.
Haz arrived at the hospital and wrapped his arm around you.

Haz: Are you ready?

You could already feel the tears coming.
You sighed.

You: Honest? No, but I need to see him.
Haz: Tell me as soon as you want to leave.
You: ok.

You guys entered the room and you broke.
You saw his body. Breathing. But it wasn't Tom. Tom was gone. You fell to the ground. It felt like someone had just dropped a boulder on you. Seeing him like that was the worst. His face... dismantled. But you could still see your handsome husband.
He had what looked like hundreds of wires hooked up to him. The doctor was standing next to him.
Haz helped you back up to your feet and you slowly walked over to Tom.
His face was covered in huge cuts. He didn't even look like himself. You stroked his hair and a tear fell from your eye. You began sobbing.

Doctor: Mam-
You: y-yes.
Doctor: I need to know when you're ready to pull the plug.
You: No NO He can get better. I know he can.
Doctor: Mam I'm sorry.
You: NO THERES GOT TO BE A WAY.

You looked over at Haz who now had a tear falling down his cheek. He shook his head and you looked back at Tom.
You could barely see because your eyes were filled with tears.

You: You're a doctor you're supposed to help him...C-could I at least h-have a moment with him.

The doctor nodded and left followed by Haz.
You sat down next to Tom. You grabbed his hand.

You: I um I had this plan for us. A big house, a lot of kids, a couple more dogs. You know everyone's dream.

You wiped your eyes.

You: Grandkids, maybe even great grandkids. And they'd visit us all the time. We'd both be old and wrinkled and watching these kids run around wishing we were their age again.

You squeezed his hand.

You: and that's gone now. And you are too but I don't want to accept that.
Tom!
Tom!

You had to take a minute to regroup. You couldn't even get your words out.

You: It's a boy. Um... Tom the baby's a boy. His name is going to be Thomas Stanley Holland. Exactly after you. And I will raise this baby to know exactly how amazing his father was. How love at first sight is real. That's what we had. I love you and I always will.

You noticed he still had his wedding ring on.

You: I will never forget you Tom. You will always be with me.

You took the ring and put it in your pocket.

You: I love you...

The Doctor knocked at the door.

Doctor: Are you ready?
You: Um yes.

Haz stood behind you and you held Tom's hand. You could feel his heart beat.
But it slowly died out as the doctor shut down the machines.
Doctor: I'm sorry
You fell into Harrison's arms. You were a mess and Harrison wasn't doing the best either.
You: H-Harrison I-uh- I found out the g-gender of the baby.

You tried to smile.

You: It's a boy. I'm naming him Tom.

Haz squeezed you harder.

Haz: He would be proud. He would.

You nodded and looked back at the love of your life- lifeless on the bed.

I'm sorry. And I cried to don't worry. It's honestly bad but it's all I've got.