He's not ready

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Raven
I wake up with a headache. I look around, it's just beginning to get light out, and everyone is still asleep. I sit up on the ground and lean against the logs we use as seats around the fire. I look around me on the ground and see about 6 empty bottles of Monty's moonshine. I look up and see Clarke wake up and rub her head.

She sits up and groans "ugh what happened last night?"

"I don't remember much. You and Bellamy were sitting out here, then we all, one by one, can and joined you. I guess there was drinking." I tell her pointing at the empty bottles

"We have to get rid of those before anyone wakes up." She states trying to stand up

She falls back down waking up Monty and Jasper. "Owww."

"What? I didn't even land on you?" Clarke says "either of you."

"No, my head feels like it's on the verge of exploding." Monty says

"I think mine did explode last night." Jasper says sitting up

"You guys realize what this means, right?" I mumble

"What? What does it mean?" Clarke asks

"We're totally hung over. We got totally bombed last night." Octavia says waking up and interrupting Me

"Yea. What she said." I laughed

We sit there for a while, in silence. All of us have headaches so we all moan in pain and rub our head time to time.

"What time is it." Bellamy groans waking up

"About Dawn." Clarke says "good morning."

"Morning princess." He says and kisses Clarke

"So, you guys had fun last night." Sinclair says walking over to us

"No lecture Sinclair. Please." I groan at him

"No. I came to take these bottles before anyone wakes up. So you guys don't get in trouble. And bring you idiots some water." He throws a thing of water at me

"Idiots?" Bellamy asks

"Well, you are. You guys could get into trouble if anyone caught you." He tells us

"Well you caught us. So are we in trouble?" Murphy questions a he sits up

""No, drink the water. And once you guys can stand without getting light headed and falling over, go to your tents. Don't come out till your sober." He lectures

"You said no lectures." I say. He ignores me

"We are sober." Clarke says

"Then go sleep off your headaches. Whatever, just go." And with that he walks away

Clarke
Everyone gets up and goes to their tent. Now it's just me, Bellamy and a sleeping Miller.

"That kid could sleep for days." Bellamy jokes

"I wish I could." I laugh

He pulls me next to him and I rest my head on his shoulder. Suddenly he pushes me away and puts his hands on my shoulders.

"Clarke!" He almost yells

"What the hell? What did I do?" I ask

"Your.." he yells. Looking around he the s right a whisper "your pregnant."

My heart sinks, I feel tears form in my eyes. "I-I-I." Is all I can manage to say.

"Clarke..." Bellamy says

"I guess I was so worked up and emotional yesterday that I forgot about it... I-I-I, what am I going to do?" I cry

He pulls me into a tight hug "we'll figure it out princes."

I pull away, "this isn't something to figure out Bellamy!" I start yelling at him "I probably just killed my child, our child. Because I was being stupid and irresponsible."

"Clarke..." He starts but I cut him off

"No Bellamy. I need air, I need to be alone right now." I stand up and run away.

I run out the front gate. I don't have a pack, weapon, supplies, anything. I don't know where I'm going but I'm going away from camp. I start crying harder as I run.

Bellamy
I sit there. Kicking at the dirt. How could she be pissed of at me? I was just trying to help. She's the one who got drunk when she knew she was pregnant. God, I should be the one that's mad.

"Next time you wanna wake me up, don't do it by screaming. Do it nicely." Miller grunts as he sits up

I laugh "yea. We weren't trying to wake you up. Sorry."

"Nah man I know. Trouble in paradise?" He asks

"You can't tell anyone what I'm gonna tell you." I tell him.

"Secrets safe with me man." He says

"Clarke's pregnant." I start but he cuts me off

"But last night she got totally hammered."

"I know. And when I tried to talk about it with her just now she said she forgot. That she was worked up and emotional. And I told her we'd figure it out..." Miller interrupted me again

"And she flipped shit and ran off."

"Yea. And now I don't even know what to do. I mean this world is not one to raise a child." I say

"Are you ready to be a father like is this what you want?" Miller asks

"No. I can't be a father and do what needs to be done to protect this camp, these people. I can't be the father to her child, I just can't." I tell him

"Bellamy, I understand. It she's your girlfriend, and she's pregnant. You cant abandon her. She needs you. Now more than ever." He tells me

"Damn, when did you start giving good advice." I joke

"What is it you said last night, something along the lines of 'I'm a changed man' was it?" He laughs

I stand up "I'm growing as a person." I punch him in the arm and walk away

"I was close!" Miller yells

"If you wanna quote me, get it right next time!" I yell back at him.

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sorry if there are any spellings errors. I didn't have any ore written chapters so I wrote this real quick.

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