I stand before myself
lost within my words
how to find something
I never knew existed
I'm at a loss
how to feel a feeling
I never knew existed
I'm at a loss
how to craft my life
in the midst of such turmoil
I know not
yet I want to know
I deeply want to know
that thing most desirable
what is the ultimate
what is truth
why do I care
how to know what it is
that which completes my life
I'd pay any price
for the moment drenched in love
knowing the bliss of two becoming one
holding the other as the self
for that moment of divine insight
the ecstatic bliss of life in highest pitch
the glimpse beyond the wall of death
for one most cherished moment of freedom
freedom from all compulsion
freedom even from the burden of self
all these moments what are they worth to myself
to myself in a moment of sorrow, anger, or fear
then it's like a mocking dream or illusion
but still I want to cross that wall
that wall to the beyond
beyond all sense I want to
to the other side
to the other side
just to make my life there
to live in that space
I'd pay any price
I'd do anything
freedom is my way out
freedom is my only way
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Compendium of My Poetry
PoetryI'm still working on my Magnum Opus, a supernatural novel, but for the time being I thought I'd publish some poems that I have lying around. These are some poems that I started working on recently and I tried my best to use deep imagery and have mea...