Mother

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To my dearest mother,

I can only wonder what you were truly like

So many years I cried
So many tears fell
From my eyes for you

Longed, how I longed
To know you
To know the real you

You've lived in stories in my mind
And heart since I was but a child
But never does a story do justice
To a person's innermost truths

Ten years I mourned
Unwilling to move on
Unwilling to let others move on

Stuck in place
Frozen, in that awkward state
Of being without you

My childhood empty
My memories empty
My life empty of you

So many years it took
So many years before I saw
Before I realized this wondrous truth

You live in the air
You live in the water
You live in the sunlight
You live in the earth

You live in my heart
You live in every cell of my body
You live in every star in the sky
And you live without end in the space of the cosmos

With death, you've become eternal
And now I do not cry
For I know now
That you are always with me

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