2/13/17
Why do you love me so much
When I can't repay you enough
All I can do is give you useless stuff
I wish I could provide more love
I hand you my hand
I create things for you
But it's only useless
There's nothing gifts can do
I can't do what you can
I am more than a fan
Of what you can say
I miss that in less than a day
Or night
You keep me out of fright
I don't have to worry about
The things people might
Say or do or think
While alone I sink
Into the depths of my mind
Seeing things I don't want to find
I just wish to be kind
To you and me and everyone
But my mind makes me want to be done
My thoughts holding me back
Keeping me from I could have
I could have you or you or you
But what do I do?
I ruin myself inside and out
I complain to myself, I pout
Inside I want to shout
Outside I find out about
Where it hurts
I cover myself in dirt
Because that's what I deserve
I surround myself in what I am
Damn
This isn't where this poem was supposed to go
That's what happens when I follow the flow
Of my mind
To myself, I can't be kind
I'm brutally honest
But I can't handle it
I'm too close to the end
Of falling to my death
Please save your breath
To save mine
"Oh. No. I'm fine."
YOU ARE READING
Where My Eyes Wander
PoetryThis is my new cover of my poetry, starting with my signature Tweeting Bird. These would have ranged from two years ago to today. You will be able to see my progress as you read. Thanks for reading my work!
