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12/8/17

Fuck this
Fuck life
Just give me a fucking knife
So I can end it all myself

So fucking depressed
Stupid reasons
Who the fuck knows why?
Fucking 24/7 I constantly feel the need to cry

I have a lot on my mind
But nothing at all
I'm so fucking stressed
I can't feel anything anyway

You see that I'm struggling and you try to help
But nothing fucking works
No matter what anyone does
No matter what little I have to worry about
The fucking depression still lurks

You see me crying
Give me a fucking pat on the back
I don't want to eat anymore
I don't have time for a snack

I'd throw it up anyway
Because my fucking anxiety
Day to day I feel this way
But there's nothing I can do
If from anyone, who?

I've tried everything they've said
But I cry myself to sleep tonight
These fucking thoughts in my head
When I really should go to bed

I'm so fucking happy
A lot
But who's to say I'm not?
ME

You don't kow my emotions
You go on assuming
That I'm attention needing
A cunt who fuels off of drama
Corrin Boyd

I seriously want to take my fucking life now
But I can't

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