His Lost (SEQUEL to his baby)

Chapter 6

Stella's POV

After i let him in , i told him to wait for me in the living room as i went to the kitchen and set the flower in a empty watered vase , and after that i walked back to Gabriel who's now standing in front of the fireplace on his back and looking at pictures of me and Daisy on the displays above the fireplace.

"you shouldn't be here , you know that right?" i spoke to him breaking him out of his trance

"i know .." he answered simply as he sat down on one of my couches

"what do you want Gabriel?" i asked him

"us , obviously .. and Her" he replied referring to Daisy

"you may be his father Gabe , but you'll never be anything to her" i replied knowing i hit him with my words

"and He is??" Gabriel said raising his brows to me

"He?" i asked not knowing who's he talking about

"Him , Stella! that guy you were with the whole night and day!" Gabriel spits out , jealousy was written clearly in his voice.

"Robert?? are you kidding me Gabriel?? we're just friends ! no more !.. wait , were you stalking me?" i asked him in disbelief..

he didn't reply to me .. and in his silence i found my answer .

" don't you dare hurt him .. you hear me !"i half screamed not wanting to wake Daisy

"don't worry i won't hurt anyone .. that's not me anymore" he said as he watched me stand up from where i was sitting

"you can go now .." i told him as i went to the front door to open the door for him , before i can reach the door i feel Gabriel strong grip on my arm as he slammed me to the wall next to me and i grunt in pain as my back hit the hard wall and his face was only inches away from me

"you're not kicking me out again" he seethed to my face

"so this is what you refer to me about "not hurting anyone?" you're full of shit --" i told him and before i can finish my sentences his lips crashed towards mine ..

his lips was pressed down to mine as he kissed me deeply and his hands roamed through my back and finally resting on the back of my neck forcing my lips to push on his , and the crazy thing is .. i was not fighting him at all ..i just let him as i just stood there stunned , and when he finally broke our kiss apart ..

"someone missed her daddy" he spoke lustfully as he stared at my messed up state while he grins playfully , i take it that he was trying to lighten the mood .

" shut up Gabriel"i told him shooting daggers from my eyes

"don't fight it .. you know you want me .. you can go with any guy you want just to pretend , but , nothing can fill that hole in you .. you know we belong together" he spoke as he held both of my shoulder in his hand and i just looked at him staring deep into his eyes .. his words sinks slowly into me ,reality hits me with every word that he said.

it's true what he said .. i can never get over him , i feel like it's impossible , that at the end .. i'll always come back to him or in this case , he'll come back to me ..

"you hurt me Gabriel .. that's not something i can just ignore .. i don't mean to flood back the things i forgave in the past , but just as a reminder .. you killed my Mother , my boyfriend which was you own Brother .. and you left me ..think about that, you keep hurting me " i told him not breaking any eye contacts so he truly knows how i feel

"i need you back .. and it may take forever for you to take me back , but i promise ... i promise , please just allow me to hope" he said basically pleading to me

"i loved you Gabriel .. but there's a point when i have to say that i Loved you enough" i told him

"you know you still love me even now .. that's why you reject every guy who wants to be with you.. don't even try to fool yourself " he told me

"that's what i'm trying to kill Gabriel .. i don't want to love you , and i almost succeeded 'till you come back again and again" i told him trying to hold back some tears that was threatening to come out of my eyes and i slide down from the wall that was holding me up all this time,

"i'm sorry .. i'm so sorry .. please take my word for it , we can start over .. please.." he said

as his glossy eyes meets mine i replied shortly :

"give me time to think .. you can always visit Daisy if that's what you really want .. but you have to give me time for myself , that's how much you owe me" i told him and he held me in his arms .

"take as many time as you need..just allow me to be around you and Daisy .. as a friend." he smiled as at me .. this was a different smile , it was a genuine smile , like saying a 'please trust me' smile .

" we can never be friends Gabriel " i hummed looking away my mind was smiling ..
"those friend's things are bullshit you know? .. we ? we can never be friends" i finished as i stood up and he kissed me again on the lips taking advantage of the moment and his lips grazed over mine and kissed him back .. what the hell Stella?! control your damn hormones ..maybe you're  near your cycle i thought that's why you keep crying and moody the whole time.

"i know , i was never hoping for us to be just friends anyway .. we'll always be something more, it's like the only relationship we can ever have either : we don't talk to each other or crazily in love"   he told me as he was going out the front door i called for him

"you can visit Daisy , but no more violence , no more getting butthurt over little things .. and you'll get there" i told him as he looked back to me and smile widely showing his perfect teeth .

"love you too babydoll" he yelled as he was about to enter his car ,like he just won something big .. and i closed the door .

right after the door closed .. my whole mind started to scream again ,
how did i give up so easily ?
did i miss him all that much ?
he can easily tear down a wall that i've built for 5 years ..
God ... why do i have to love something that hurts me so much....
now all i have to do , is close my eyes and let go ..

let go of everything .. everything  i held onto ..

and honestly , letting go was the most relieving thing i could ever do .

all these years , i've been bottling up these emotions from myself , trying to be strong enough for Daisy and myself .. putting a happy face to the world , ..
and now i just need to let go ,

That kiss though .. it was something else , it's like something i didn't even know i was craving for so long .. though i stayed stunned the whole time he was kissing me ,i missed him .. the way his lips on mine and his teeth grazed on my bottom lips , i could tell by the neediness of his kiss that he had been waiting a long time for this too , it was perfect , but wrong at the same time ..

i should be with someone stable , like Robert for example , someone stressless , less complex .. yet i keep on giving Gabriel a chance ,
oh .. what am i doing to myself?

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Author's note :

there you go for this chapter ..
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"what do you think you should do if you were in Stella's position?"

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