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ㅡ in which another story of a Fanboy Jimin and Idol Yoongi and how their dissimilar life combines involving Instagram.
@pork-chop
2017 | uncompleted
He use to think that he wouldn't be able to go through the day without seeing his smile, hearing his soft giggle, or laughter. Wouldn't be able to go through a day without telling him how much he loves him and whispering sweet nothingness.
However, when the day everything falls apart came. Yes, it was difficult. However, the next was even more painful and harder. He knew the feeling that nothing's going to be better, that it's surely going to be worse, and that he's not going to be alright for a long time.
Because losing him wasn't like an occasion or an event he was expecting. The pain doesn't just happened once and everything will disappear. It strikes Yoongi every time; every time that he hears Jimin's favourite song; every time he sees his favourite mug; every time he sees the stuff toys Jimin gave him. Every-little-thing just simply reminded Yoongi of Jimin.
That's why he decided to go away. To forget, to stop him from ruining himself even more. Because each time he's surrounded by the things representing Jimin breaks him a lot in the inside. He has the thoughts; if he've done this and if he've done that maybe, just maybe everything will be alright once again. Yet, instead of winning him, he keeps losing him. Wanting to touch his soft skin, his lips against Jimin's delicate lips, and simply just staring at his dreamy eyes makes Yoongi lose Jimin even more.
He lose him before he goes to bed. When they used to be able to tell each other about their day. Getting over through their frustration with lust and care. Then, when he awakes, he lose him even more. He misses how the soft blanket touches the even softer sun-kissed skin; how the contrast between the white blanket to his tan skin. How Jimin's soft blonde hair was sprawled across the pillow and lips plum from the previous night. How his skin is full of marks that was crated by Yoongi. Where Jimin's arm is ontop of Yoongi's waist and Yoongi's face against his hair.
But, now when he wakes up and reach for empty space across the dull sheets, only beginning to realize that he's lost Jimin all over again.
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