Dissimilar - Yoonmin

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Not proofread , as usual.

Yoongi ❤️

I know you can't forgive me. I wish
I'm still able to know at least how
you're doing. To know if you slept well
and to know if you ate enough. I love you
ever since I saw you under the moonlight
with tears on your cheeks as you smile
through you pain. To conceal your
insecurities to the stranger that was me.
I remember giving you the handkerchief
my mother have to my before her death, I
know I never told you that. But, never mind
it. Back then, the most precious thing I
owned was that cloth. But then, it turned
into you. I considered you precious. The
one who showed me what love is. It makes
me laugh at myself because I'm so shameful,
I gave you away. Perhaps, anything that
precious to me, I always end up letting go of it.
I'm sorry, Jiminie. My Jiminie. I never
knew how much you're worth until you
disappeared by my side. I knew I love you,
but I don't know I love you even more that
you're gone. I guess, you only see how much
a person's worth, or how they're such a big
impact in your life unless you lose them.
I know I was shitty through our relationship.
A selfish and shitty person who ruined
tried ruining something as perfect as you.
I hate that I know I'm the once who caused
your scar, but I also hate that I don't know
if you're still okay. I love you with all my
heart, since the day I first saw you until
the day we called it off because of my idiocy.
Thank you, for giving me memories that
I will cherish. I'm thankful for our
relationship and how I get to know what
love felt. I guess the feelings will never be
mutual, however, I just want to let you know
that I will let go. Goodbye. I know you
doubt yourself, but remember you're
perfect in your own way. You forget how
much you're worth living in this world full
of shit. The reality we live in is simply shit,
but you stand out because you're the
happiness that everyone's seeks. Your
insecurity and imperfections doesn't
define who you are. What's truly in the
inside is what matters. I hope you find
happiness, I hope someone will share that
with you. When you find someone new,
I hope they're able to make you feel
happy. Goodbye, my Jimin-ie.
Sent 2:03 AM

Hyung? What is this about
Sent 2:04 AM