Dating App •RAURA•

•nineteen•

My ex. Courtney.

"Why is she calling him?" I thought in my head. I totally forgot that Ross told me she cheated on him and that she's pregnant, and he doesn't know if he was the father or not. He also told me before she even cheated he thought about breaking up with her because all she ever was, was a bitch to him. My question was "how could anyone be a bitch to him?" He is like the nicest person ever, I just don't understand what her deal is.

It got me wondering if he ever showed her the songs he wrote, or if he ever sang to her. He told me he didn't show anyone, so I'm guessing he never showed her.

I watch ross as he answers the phone and puts it up to his ear. "Hello?"

He has a shocked face as I watch him listening to Courtney on the other line. I could hear her voice but I can't totally understand what she was saying. I think it might be serious just by the look he has on his face.

"Calm down. I didn't hear my phone ringing the first time!" He shouts which caused me to jump a little.

I stay seated on the couch watching and listening to him as he talks to her. "Enough with the bitching and just tell me why you called." He says to her rolling his eyes.

He stands there with slight anger in his eyes, listening to whatever she has to say to him. "I don't believe you."

I hear her yell one last thing before he yells over her. "I don't believe you, I'll believe you when the baby is actually born." He hangs up on her, shaking his head.

"Ummm... What was that about?" I ask standing up.

He looks over at me and his eyes soften. "I'm sorry about that, I hope I didn't freak you out."

"Why would it freak me out?"

"Because I yelled, i thought maybe you got a little freaked out because Andrew used to yell." He says walking over to me.

"Oh no, your good." I smile at him. "He yelled at me. That scared me. However, you weren't yelling at me, so your all good." I giggle.

He smiles at me then looks down frowning. "She called me to tell me she never had sex with the guy she cheated on me with, so the baby is mine." He looks back up at me. "But I don't believe her."

"Why?" I ask curiously

He shrugs his shoulders. "She has always been a lier. She has lied to me about so many things."

"Oh." I pause for a moment and there is a strange silence in the room. "What if she's telling the truth? What if it's actually yours?"

"Then it is." He says in disappointment. "Don't get me wrong, I want kids, I really do. I just don't want them with Courtney because we're obviously not going to be together and I don't want that for my kid. You know, going back and forth, with us constantly fighting." He sighs.

"Hey, if I could do it, you could do it." I say putting my hand on his shoulder.

"Yea." He chuckles. "And if it is mine, I won't be ready. I don't know how to make a bottle, or change a stinky ass diaper. Hell, I'd be too scared to carry the thing, thinking I'll drop it." He says worriedly.

"I'll help you." I say honestly.

"You-you will?" He asks nervously.

"Of course." I smile.

I met his gaze then watched as his eyes slowly flickered from my eyes down to my lips, then back up again.

He tilts his head a little and slowly starts to lean in. My heart rate increased as I start to lean in as well. But just as we are about to touch lips the door bell rings throughout the house.

We jump away from each other startled, and look at each other awkwardly before he speaks up.

"I'll get it" He says grabbing his wallet out of his pocket.

He goes to the door for the pizza and I sit down on the couch relieved. It's not that I didn't want to kiss him but I was so scared I was going to mess something up. When I saw him start to lean in I started shaking and my stomach was tied up in knots. I wanted to kiss him so bad but It was so unexpected.

I hear the door close and ross walks over with the pizza in his hands. "Plain pizza with extra cheese, just how you like it." He says putting the pizza on the table.

"Thanks!" I smile at him. "Ready to watch the movie?"

"Hell ya!" He says sitting down next to me, and picks up the pizza, putting it on his lap.

We both decided on the movie "the best of me" Erica said it was a great movie and I should watch it so that's what I asked Ross to watch.

About half way in the movie we finished the pizza. I ate three and he had five. I knew he would eat more because he told me he eats a lot.

When he finished the last piece he put the empty box on the table and rubbed his greasy hands on his jeans.

He then grabs my hand and we intertwine our fingers, as he sets them on his thigh. We smile at each other then I look back at the tv trying to focus on the movie.

By the end of the movie, we were still holding hands and I was in tears.

The movie was so sad. The two people were so in love and they broke up because he went to jail, never coming back for her and they end up meeting again. But the saddest part was that he died from a gun shot just as he was listening to her voice mail saying she wanted him back.

"Are you okay?" Ross chuckles as we stand up.

"Yea that was just so sad!" I wipe the tears away from my face.

"Girls and their emotions." He says shaking his head playfully.

"Shut up." I say hitting his arm and shut off the tv.

"It's pretty late. We should get to bed." I say.

"Ya or else I won't wake up tomorrow morning" he laughs.

"You can have my room and I'll take my moms." I tell him as we walk up the steps.

"Are you sure?" He asks. "You could have your own bed and I'll take the couch."

"No it's okay. I'm fine with just sleeping in my moms room." I walk into my room and he follows behind me.

"If you want to turn on the tv the remote is right here." I say pointing to the remote on my nightstand next to my bed. "And you can use my blankets to cover up."

"Thank you beautiful." He lays down in my bed and pulls the covers over his body.

"No problem." I blush walking to the door.

"Hope you sleep well." He says before I walk out.

"You too." I say looking back at him before shutting the door.

I go to the bathroom and take out my contacts, putting on my glasses. When I finish, I walk in my moms room and shut out the light. I get in her bed and cover myself up with her blanket, turning to my side.

I thought about Ross before going to bed.

I had so much fun today and I was sad that he had to leave tomorrow morning. He's such a great guy and I'm glad we had the time to catch up this weekend. Tomorrow I'll be asking him if he could come to Addison's birthday party that's coming up, so hopefully he could make it to that.

I feel myself stat to doze off thinking about him, and right before I close my eyes I think of how lucky I am to be

Ross Lynch's girlfriend.

********

How are you guys!? ❤️ I hope you had a great day. I'm gonna try to update everyday this week but don't yell at me if I miss a day because I actually have a lot going on in school. But thank you so so so much for reading. Love you all! 😘😘