Emotion (Poems)

Broken head

Death is on my mind 

day and night 

it won't leave my head

screaming all the time

even when i go to bed

i tried to run away but its too fast

i tried to bleed it out

but it's driving me to the edge

The cuts always stop bleeding 

the wounds always keep healing

and i hate it 

i hate it

i do

i despise...

my goddamn  truth

I'm a fighter but i'm tired

 i always get the job but i get fired 

I rule my universe

but nobody said i had use to what i learned 

i'm just a girl

AND I DON'T WANT TO STAY

the world doesn't need me anyway

i'm flying with the wind

now i have a huricane from within

tell me why shouldn't i

just leave

tell me how to get ready and roll my sleaves

i don't think i can be here

i don't believe i'll escape this fear

SO TELL ME HOW TO STAY

WHEN I'M SCREAMING FROM THE PAIN

THAT'S WHEN I GIVE UP 

THAT'S WHEN I LET GO OF MY WORLD

so let me go now

i ain't afraid of hell

they could burn me out

and throw in rotten sell

i just want out right now

i just want to go without a sound

so let the knife be in my hand

let me take my step

over the edge

don't shed a tear

we've reached the end of my story

its all fine

so what if  it's a little gory?