shattered

IM AFRAID

Megara's POV
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I had no idea how I was going to tell him. Do I just walk up to him and say 'hey there I know I've hated you for years but surprise I love you' and as my feet lowered down each step my heart pounded harder at the sound of his elegant voice
"No " he practically whispered to Rebekah as I heard her scoff in response
"If you don't tell her I will" she replied.

Taking this as an opportunity to let my presence be known
"Actually I have something I'd like to say" I muttered walking up to stand beside Rebekah
"First of all I'm sorry that I'm such a heartless bitch I have this thing where I love to cover up my emotions because showing them is always too painful" I began before Rebekah stalked out of the room leaving me alone with the man I was about to admit my love for

"You're not-" he began before I cut in
"No don't say anything I need to get this off my chest, all those years ago when you killed jorah it killed me to leave I thought it was because I had just lost jorah or because I had to say goodbye to Rebekah but I know now it was you Elijah I'm afraid to lose you" I sucked in deeply as his face turned into one of confusion

"I realise now I never hated you I hated how even after you murdered the guy I thought I loved I still wanted to be with you and that only made me hate myself and I was stupid to believe that wearing a mask to cover up my feelings was going to make them go away but when you held me in you're arms at that dance I knew that was never going to happen" I sighed staring at my feet as if they were the most interesting thing in the world

"Because for the fist time in my life I know that I can be happy and safe and I know that no matter where you go I will always be there to help you and ill be damned if I let my ridiculous pride keep me from caring for you" I carried on feeling like the weight was pilling on my shoulders as he didn't say a word

"And I'll never be sorry that I didn't love jorah or Niklaus and I don't and will not be sorry that I will always and forever love you Elijah mikealson" I finished letting that last words slip from my mouth with ease knowing I meant them .

He didn't reply just stood silent making all the words I said suffocate me with an anxiety I have never felt before
"You know this is when you're supposed to say words elijah" I nervously chuckled out before I felt two hands touch the sides of my face connecting out lips in the process.

Fireworks erupted from his touch and our lips moved together like it was always meant to be like this. Just us together in harmony. Reluctantly I pulled back
"So is that a yes you love me kiss or a never in a million years kiss" I chuckled before he pecked my lips gently once more
"Its an I love you kiss megara Carson" he replied letting my heart flutter at his words. And for once in my very long life I finally know where I belong.

Rebekah's POV
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I smiled gently at the confession that had happened in the room below.
"Hey I'm sorry nik" I whispered as I noticed the sad smile on his face
"No I'm fine I doubt I loved her anyway hey I'm going back to new Orleans" he finished looking at my stunned face
"Don't leave because of megara" I whined before he chuckled slightly
"I was only here for Damon Salvatore and we created a truce on you're behalf I might add anyway theres a brave bartender I need talk to " he smirked as I gave him a knowing look.

I can't believe my eyes my family is finally happy
"Thank you megara Carson"

I need you're help guys I'm not sure if I should just end this book here or carry on a little longer
Let me know what you think in the comments please
Love you all my little wolves xxxxxxxx