Manipulative Love (Tord x Reader)

The Truth (part 5)

(Y/N)'s P.O.V

I woke up to the sound of a camera once again...I open my eyes and find tord is taking a picture...hah I should have know it would be him...."heh.... good morning sleeping beauty...or goodnight....due to it being night time......." Tord said as he gave a cocky smile.."so...are we in a relationship now? Or nah.." he asked...I responded with "what brung this up?"

He then said "well....I'm laying in your bed shirtless and I ended up spooning you for like...a couple hours after you went to sleep...and now you're hugging me like the end of the world..." I was shocked and realized what was happening...I pushed myself off of tord and landed on the ground

"oh and how could I forget...we tounge kissed like.....two times already .." he said carelessly...I just got up and realized... IM IN MY PAJAMAS....."WAIT....DID YOU??" I cut myself off by seeing looking down and confirming I had pajamas on....

"Yep....i did...."I kept a shocked expression on my face,he just "HA! I'm surprised you didn't wake up when I did...I only changed your clothes...trust me when I say I didn't do anything dirty....but..." He paused and walked over to me pinning me on a wall "I would love to anytime you like...just ask" he whispered in my ear...

My face turned as red as his hoodie and he just laughed at my shocked expression..."G-GET OUT!!" I said blushing...he just laughed again and said "but I wanna watch you change!" I just attempted to push him out the door again "NO! THATS NO EXCUSE! GET THE F-" I cut myself off realizing Matt was still in the house...and I'm probably walking everyone up..."please get out...tord" I said doing my best to control my temper "fine...but only if you answer my question..." I cocked my head to the side

"what?" He then said "you know...are we a couple now? Or what?" I blushed and said "give it a bit more time...in my opinion you're taking this way to fast..." I just shrugged and said "mkay! Just tell me when you're ready.." I then managed to move him almost out of the door but before I could he kissed me on the kissed me on the cheek..."I love you..." I then paused...as I got some flashbacks in my head

"I love you" my ex-boyfriend said as he kissed me on the cheek and hugged me...I then hugged him thinking he would stay forever....I was wrong to think anyone would really truly love me without using me...

After that I just closed the door...not wanting to hear those words...they where like poison being released into the air for me...but at the same time...I felt a sting of pain go through me...it was guilt...I felt guilty for it...but I'm not gonna suck up that easy.....I'm not stupid....he's probably gonna break my heart a week into the relationship...he's a player...he only loves me for whatever I have...not for me...

I slid down from the door on to the floor (am I making lyrics now?) And started crying....I then locked the door wiping my tears away...I'm not gonna cry over him...i tell myself that if I let him break my heart the tears would be worse...I then change into my (F/C) hoodie...and some shorts...not short shorts ...just shorts ...that went up to my knees....and I put on tennis shoes...and I wasnt feeling like going downstairs where tord probably is so I opened the window and hung from the window...I looked down feeling nauseous..so I looked away and slipped my way off the window trying...and somehow successful on closing the window...and then I landed onto the ground somehow landing on my two feet...I started walking two the park...I felt like I was being followed....I turned around to find nobody....yep....I'm definitely being followed..I start walking faster...I heard footsteps behind me...I started walking faster...the footsteps got faster...I then started running...and I heard the footsteps get as quick as possible

I ran as fast as I could speeding through the trees ignoring that I didn't know the way through this forest I somehow found and I felt myself trip on a branch and fall SHIT IM GONNA GET RAPED BY SOME CREEP AND DIE!!!