Lucrania book1 How I love thee

Chapter 6

I stand in the middle of the hallway, it's as if I can't move my feet. Khan takes my hand and pulls me to an open doorway on our left. I walk through it and everything feels familiar. He pushes me onto the couch and he asks me to sit a moment while he makes us coffee. I sit there looking out the window and think about things in my past until he comes in with our coffee. He sits down on the couch with me and we drink our coffee in silence for a while. "You want to tell me about these places that you feel you know?" I look at him and put my mug down. "Can I tell you something very bizarre? But please do not laugh at me." He looks up and nods. "Sure, I promise I won't laugh." "Through the years some strange and bizarre things happened to me. I know now my mom erased my memories, but I had glimpses of things and moments in very vivid dreams. Places I never was before but which I can see as if I'm there myself. I never told my mom, I thought it was just dreams. Then on my sixteenth birthday things started to change again. I got this unknown admirer, do you remember? Eli always got angry about the little presents and cards that was left on the porch, on the swing, once even in my room. I know there was someone in my room when I came through the door. He wasn't there but I could still feel his presence. I thought it strange that my mom wasn't very concerned about someone entering my room through my open window. Then I got the best Valentine's gift ever, sometimes just a card with a beautiful poem or a single rosebud on my dresser on Valentines or my birthday or Christmas. Sometimes it felt as if someone kissed me on the cheek, touched my hair or even holds me while I know there's no one near me. I even felt someone's breath on my face, in my neck and a hand on my back. I went to see Willow and she said it's because I'm Faye and Witch as well as Lycan, but that I'm more Faye than what we think. According to her Faye can feel their soulmates feelings and sometimes even see through his or her eyes as if you are there with that person, without really knowing who it is. I didn't believe her but then I started having very disturbing dreams." Khan stops me. "What do you mean disturbing dreams, how disturbing and what kind of dreams?" I blush and look away but he takes my chin and turns my head back to him. "Look at me and answer me please Love. Never be ashamed about something or to talk to me, I'm your mate, you can talk to me about anything?" I look at him but I know I'm blushing even more. "Dreams like your thoughts the other night at the beach party, very erotic dreams. Let me tell you for a sixteen year old, it was kind of a shock. I couldn't believe I could have such vivid dreams and wake and feel as if...as if..." I can't say it and he smiles. He looks guilty too and I'm waiting for him to say something when he takes my hand and touches the bracelet on my arm. "I will tell you a few things and truths that only I know. Maybe it will clear up the bizarre and strange dreams and happenings for you. That October when you turned sixteen I was twenty-two and you were still a minor, and according to human law I was still too old for you or you too young for me. So between training camps I made sure that you have a birthday present before I returned for duty and yes I did the unthinkable, I climbed the wall by your window and put it on your bed. I was undecided about the present for a while, then I remembered the charm bracelet you looked at with your mom in the magazine and how much you liked it. I decided to give you one but with other charms. So I got the little witch on the broom,