Through My Eyes | JJK x Reader

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~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~it gets angsty oooof~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

enjoy yEEt

It's been two days since I was last grounded, my brother for some reason is still staying in his room. I asked him why and he said: "Cuz I wanna, now get." He was trying to watch porn I think idk maybe sexting Jinah. 

Jinah is totally opposite to who I thought his type was not gonna lie I asked if she was doing this out of her own free will and she laughed saying no. Guess Yoongs be packing oh snap.

I got my electronics back just like yoongi said if I behaved so I made breakfast and cleaned the house and boom I gets thy phone back

I noticed I had many messages and missed calls from friends. But most messages were from Justin so I went into his chat room.

Hey everything good?

Today was fun aside from prison and all lmaoaooaa

I hope Areum wont bother you no more, she's weird claiming me and all

you think she still wants me?

ooof

hey?

You there?

Imbothersome SORruy

Oh Tae tells me your grounded cuz of what happened

that sucks

I hope you get ungrounded soon then we could talk, txt me once ur good I'd like to take you out somewhere

NOT AS A DATE OR ANYTHING I MEAN LIKE FRIENDS???

gosh I made it Weird

Sorry imma justgO

I smiled to myself reading all his messages. "cute..." I replied to him asking if he's free.

YeS OMG i missed youUUUU

I'll be over in ten byeeeee~~~~

I giggled to myself before answering all my other friends. I was about to shut my phone off and get dressed when I seen there was one more message.

The name caused my breath to hitch in my throat

its a name I haven't seen in years

a name I didn't want to see ever again

I must've forgot to block them

I bit my lip so hard it drew blood. My hands began to sweat and my body shook slightly while my vision got blurry slightly as something went down my cheeks. I slowly touched my face and felt something wet.

tears

even without talking or seeing them they made me cry

i hate this

i hate them

what do they want

what else can they take from me

they almost put Yoongi in jail for attempted murder

my behavior affected my friends I almost lost them because I was blind

I hated myself each and every day and I didn't know why but it was because of them

they caused everything I regret the day we met