LIMN

P A I N

may 6th, 2018

P A I N

maybe
i should have known
that i,
someone who struggles
to hold
a single responsibility,
to not drop
just one idea before crossing the finish line,
to throw
at least a shot without drastically missing,
to catch
my heart before it shatters upon the ground,
shouldn't have attempted
to juggle swords lit up in flames
if i didn't want to get cut and burned
out of existence.

☆

i wish this school year would just end already. i'm so exhausted yet i feel like i've gotten nothing done. tbh i kinda stopped trying and caring in all my classes, and i'm just hoping that i can maintain all a's (idk about spanish 3 though since i'm pretty sure i didn't do so hot on that last test that my teacher's refusing to put in the grade book, and i don't think i'm going to do good on the next major grade, a project i have). still have 4 weeks, and i'm definitely exempting spanish.