Andy Biersack Is My Father

You Should Have Been There

Jay's POV

"Don't get the wrong idea Kim we are just friends" I said looking at her leaning over slowly kissing her cheek she nodded and sighed running a hand through her hair

"I'm going to ask when you can leave" she said and left I moved my hand out of Cisco's hand I rest it on my stomach softly that's when Nathan and Cameron came in with Mark

"Hey Jayden" Nathan said I smiled and he climbed in the bed with me while Cameron sat in a chair next to Sisco and Mark sat on the other side of me next to the chair Kim was sitting in

"How are you feeling Jayden" Cameron asked I looked at him and smiled

"I'm fine Cammy" I said and he smiled and I looked over at Mark

"Were they good" I asked softly he looked at me and nodded

"They were little Angels we went to look at the babies" he explained I smiled and nodded looking at Cam and Nate which Nathan was curled up in my bed sheets at the bottom asleep and Cam is just sitting there looking at Sisco while he sleeps

"Cam come lay by me and get some rest" I said and he looked by me with a blank stare

"Mark what's wrong with him" I asked as Cam looked back at Cisco

"He wanted to know about his mom so I may have pretended to be his mom's brother and the lady told us that she past away couple of days ago and they called you about" he said looking really guilty I stared at him and clenched my fist sighing

"Cameron I-"

"NO!!" he screamed cutting me off and making Cisco jump up out of sleep

"no you don't get to do that.....I lost everything and you don't get to sit there and act like your sorry like you didn't mean to hurt me Jayden you lied to me but the thing I hate the worst is you never thought to ask if I wanted to know you just thought it would ruin a kid like me....I HATE YOU!!!" he said tears streaming down his face and that was enough

"I GET IT OKAY I GET IT I SCREWED UP BUT COME ON CAMERON I WASN'T TRYING TO MAKE YOU HATE ME WHEN MY MOTHER DIED I DIDN'T WANT TO BELIEVE IT I WISH ANYONE KNEW AND DIDN'T TELL ME.....I get it okay I know what's it like to loose everyone...everything that you ever loved I know what it's feels like to see someone do that okay I would kill for someone to get those images out of my head but it didn't happen the last thing I need was you ending up like me....shutting myself in away from the world it doesn't work going mute it doesn't work cutting yourself it doesn't punching people stabbing people it doesn't fucking work so excuse me if I try to protect you away from this cruel place called earth" I said I stood up slowly and Sisco rushed by my side protesting and I assured him I was fine I took my hospital gown of still having my shorts on and all 4 stared shockingly at my cuts my burns my stab wounds my stitches

"Society is a bitch and I just let it bite me in the ass so no I don't care what you say if we could go back I would do it again and again" I said putting on my hospital gown and sitting on the edge of the bed the room was quiet and when Kim came back in she looked around at us to see Nathan laying on the bed facing me fully awake Mark is looking out at the window Cameron on the chair in front of me Sisco is right next to me

"They said that you are free to go and to take it easy" she said coming over to me helping me up then Leo walked in with a bag and handed it to me I smiled a bit at him I never really gotten to know him he's shut off reserved and I didn't push him to talk to me or welcome me with open arms even if it was fake I started making my way to bathroom with the help of Sisco and Kim once I closed the door I got dress slowly with Kim knocking every 2 minutes once I come out and Sisco immediately helps me while Nate, Cam and Kim packed up my stuffed animals and balloons and cards Mark comes in with a wheel chair and Cisco sits me in there Leo stands there on his phone once Nate Cam and Kim are done we head out of the room and down the hall and out the building I've been in there for 2 days its friday and dad's at the studio