× DREAM || Rowoon ×

five

Rowoon P.O.V

Damn.

I didn't appear in your dream.

I knew that it was a big mistake.

But I thought you are mad at me.

So I thought you don't want to see me.

I'm so dumb.

I was so near.

But now I'm losing you.

Again.

I heard that you were looking for me.

But I was hiding.

I couldn't let you know me.

Not in real life.

I can't let you look in my eyes.

I know how much you loved my eyes.

I know that you can see the world in it.

You can see my feelings in there.

The feelings I shouldn't have.

I was created for murdering.

But you showed me the bright side of life.

I showed you the dark side of the world.

But you didn't care.

You looked me in the eyes and kissed me.

I know that you can't control yourself if you see me in front of you.

You may fall in love with me again.

But in the dreams, we can do what we want.

I could kiss you.

But I never was brave enough.

I can kill hundreds of people, but I can't even kiss you.

It's so simple.

Like you.

I could read you like an open book.

Every emotion was clear.

Every sentence.

I loved it.

I'm not that clear.

I saw that you were trying.

So I let you.

I was being obvious and you got it.

Now you are searching for me.

Why?

Because I didn't appear on your dreams?

I'm sorry again.

I hope you won't do something dumb.

But I know you.

I know your thoughts.

I know your temperament.

I knew that you would do something crazy.

So I stopped hiding after a few days.

I didn't appear in your dreams.

I'm sorry again.

I'm afraid that you would hate me for leaving you.

I hope you liked it!!💚