hold me by the heart

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I love this song so here's an imagine about it lmao

also me and my friend took photos with her new puppy and I'm icky asf so here's one that doesn't show my face haha

Im tryna get that clout NGL soooo go follow my edit acc @spideymultibc it would make my smile ok thanks imma wri

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It had been about 5 months since my breakup with Y/ex/N and to say that I was healed would be a lie. Not that I liked him, but more I was just still hurt over the whole thing. It felt like I would never be able to find a relationship where I wouldn't get hurt. It caused me to begin to question if love would ever be a possibility for me or if I was just destined to end up crying over some stupid guy every time.

The only person who had helped me through the whole thing was Timmy, my best friend. Our friendship wasn't completely platonic. We flirted sometimes but not enough to make it into anything. And he knew that I hadn't been ready to start anything.

"Y/n! Come on sleepy head, we have matters to attend to" I was woken up from my sleep as Timmy jumped on my bed. Groaning, I glare at him as he has a big smile on his face.

"I regret giving you keys to my apartment" I snapped sleepy at him and he just rolled his eyes and laughed.

"No you don't, get up I'm hungry" He says going to my dresser and grabbing some clothes for me.

"You are telling me you just woke me up to get lunch with you." I ask annoyed and he nods and throws me clothes.

"I hate you" I glare and he shakes his head.

"You love me" He smirks and I just give him an annoyed look.

"Highly debatable" I respond and he gives me a pouty look as I get up out of bed. Pointing my finger signaling for him to get out.

"I wanna stay for the show Y/N" He says and jumps on my bed.

"Um I think no" I grab his ear and pull him out of my room as he mumbles 'ouch'. Slamming th door in his face, I laugh to myself and begin to get dressed.

As I walk into my living room, my eyes meet a Timmy's as he sighs

"Well you took long enough" I roll my eyes.

"I need to look good" I shrug and he laughs getting up off the couch.

"You would've looked good just going in your pajamas" he says and I giggle.

"Ok charmer, where are we going to lunch?" I ask and he shrugs

"Applebees?" He suggests and I nod my head and grab my purse.

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As we walked into Applebees, I made eye contact with the E/C eyes I had been avoiding for the last 5 months of my life. Looking away immediately, I took a deep breath catching Timmy attention.

"You okay" He asks and I look up at him.

"Y/ex/N is here" I say quietly and I watch as his jaw clenches.

"We can leave" He tells me and I shake my head.

"Its fine, it's been months. I need to get used to seeing him" I respond.

"Yeah on your own time. If you aren't ready then you should give yourself more time to be ready" He gives me a sad look and I just shrug.

"I'm ready" I nod and I feel Timmy grab my hand as we walk to a table. Looking down, I smile and shake my head.

Sitting down, I grab a menu as Timmy stares at me. Looking up at him, he continues to look at me.

"Do I look bad?" I ask and touch my face.

"No, you look beautiful as always" He says and grabs a menu of his own. I smile and look back at my menu.

"Why did you ever get with that guy? Like I've been trying to figure it out for a while now and still, can't understand why." He asks all of a sudden and my eyes widen at the question.

"I liked him" I say plainly and he scoffs.

"But why?" He asks again

"Because I did Timothee. I don't know why but I did. And questioning it now doesn't change the past." I snap at him and he instantly has regret on his face. I set down my menu and rub my head.

"I'm sorry Y/N" Timmy says quietly and I just shake my head.

"It's okay" I tell him

"Are you gonna get back out there and try to find someone new?" He asks and I look down twiddling my thumbs.

"I don't know" I say softly

"Do you still like him?" Timmy proceeds

"No, of course not." I scoff and shake my head.

"Then why won't you try again" He persists.

"Because I'm scared. I don't feel like getting hurt again. And maybe the whole 'love' thing isn't for me. I guess I'm just faulty" I tell him my voice getting weaker at the end. Timmy looks sadly at me and just shakes his head. Staying quiet, we order and continue our lunch with few words being said.

As we walked out of the restaurant and got into the car, Timmy finally spoke up.

"Y/n, what you said in there wasn't true." He says and turns towards me.

"Timmy its really not a big deal. Just forget about it." I say proceeding to his car and getting in the passengers seat. He follows closely after, getting in the drivers seat.

"But it is! You can't seriously believe that 'love' isn't for you" He tells me getting angry.

"Why do you care so much?' I ask annoyed and he scoffs.

"Thats a joke, right?" He responds and I shrug with a quick 'no'.

"Why do I care? Huh why do I care! I care because Y/N you are the most amazing person I have ever met in my entire life. You deserve so much more than to believe that you an unloveable. What the hell, the fact that thought has even crossed your mind for a split second is horrible" He raises his voice and I just look down.

"Just take me home." I tell him

"Let me take you out on a date, not a quick lunch or anything like that. A real date." He says and I give him look.

"You're talking crazy Timmy, just take me home" I laugh

"Y/n, I'm serious. Let me take you out to dinner or whatever you want. I want to show you how you should be treated. I want to show you that you are lovable. That I love you." He pleads and I look over at him and sigh.

"You have one chance Chalamet, one chance."

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I have a good ass idea for a part 2 but I need to know y'all like this....

SO GET THIS TO LIKE 15ish LIKES AND I MIGHT POST IT TOMORROW?? haha

have a wonderful day/night - bay ur fave clout hoe

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