One thing you should know about harry is no matter how mad you are at him once he gives you “ the look” you immediately know you are going to end up forgiving him. That look is the look he is currently giving me right now.
“ harry stop” I said looking away from him
“ stop what” he asked innocently
“ stop giving me that look , its not going to work” I said
“ why not” he asked again
“ because harry what you did cannot be fixed by just giving me a look!” I exclaimed
“ why” he asked
“ you cant talk your way out of this either” I said crossing my arms
“ then what can I do” he asked
“ stop asking questions and start telling me exactly why you took me out on that date last night” I said leaning against the door frame
“ okay fine, I admit I was dared to take you out on a date to find out if you – um if you ah” he stuttered as if he didn’t know what to say
“ IF I WHAT?” I asked a little too loudly but in my defense I was getting quite mad
“ if you starve yourself” he said quickly looking up at me sheepishly
My mouth fell opened and I looked at his dumbfounded
“ NO I DON’T STARVE MYSELF YOU SELFISH JERK NOW LEAVE” I screamed hoping he would just leave because I was secretly freaking out inside about the fact that they might be finally catching on to my horrible ways.
“ just please let me finish explaining and then If you still want me to leave I will” he pleaded
“ fine” I spit at him pushing past him and sitting down roughly on one of my porch steps
He sat down next to me and continued to talk “ by the time I actually got you to agree to the date I was feeling really guilty about the whole thing so after I changed I tried to get myself out of the dare but my friends wouldn’t let me , they said they would tell the whole school that I couldn’t follow through with the dare”
“ oh so you were more worried about your ego , that makes me feel so much better!” I exclaimed sarcastically
“ no no no” he said “ if they told the whole school that I couldn’t follow through with the dare they would also tell the school what the dare was and I didn’t think you deserved that because you are a really nice girl so I had to go through with it. My plan was to never ask you if you did starve yourself , I was planning on just telling them that you wouldn’t tell me or that you said that you didn’t. but then at dinner when you wouldn’t eat any of your food I started to get worried and think that you actually do starve yourself so I had to ask you , I thought that if you did I could help you somehow . and then when I did ask you and you left I tried to follow you but I couldn’t find you” I cut him off before he could continue talking
“ what did you tell your friends” I asked my voice cracking
“ I told them nothing , I said I didn’t know and they got really mad at me” he replied
“ what if I would have told you that I do starve myself what would you have told them then” I asked
“ I would have told them exactly the same thing I told them today , that I didn’t know” he said giving me a small smile “ I would have tried to help you , because believe it or not I actually care about you even though I have only known you for a couple of days”
I started to cry partly out of embarrassment and partly because what harry had just said was one of the nicest things I have ever heard.
“ oh god Im so sorry I didn’t mean to make you cry” he said nervously
I put my hands over my face and then harry did something I never would have expected, he hugged me , he actually wrapped his arms around me and pulled me closer to him
“ please don’t cry “ he whispered
A few minutes later after I stopped crying I pulled away from him
“ you can come inside if you promise to never do this to me again” I said looking at him
“ okay I promise but am I forgiven” he asked hesitantly
“ yeah you are” I said standing up and grabbing his hand before leading him inside
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Fix her// harry styles fan fiction
FanfictionVictoria Beckham (not the famous lady) is a 17 year old girl who had carried a horrible secret since she was 13 . She is bulimic . Victoria doesn’t see herself changing her horrible ways anytime soon. Until harry styles comes along and changes it al...