walking down my street back to the house, the alone feeling comes back to me. anything can happen while you're alone. anything can happen when you're with someone... what's up with me and all these thoughts? i guess i miss ashton. i'm just scared that he likes me. what will i do then? everything will be so uncomfortable between us now.
i honestly don't know how i feel towards him. it's like no one understands that i just broke up with someone i've been with for three years. he's left permanent scars on me, emotionally, physically, and mentally. how am i supposed to drop all those feelings and go with someone else? i know he's a jerk, but it all still hurts. it's hard to trust that someone else won't hurt me like niall, too.
as i enter the neighborhood, my eyes widen at an ambulance. my footsteps quicken to the house.
