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CHAPTER 43

Lisa's POV

I remembered the ball it kept floating away...Jungkook hurriedly swam to catch the ball..I was hesitating if I'll follow him. What if something goes wrong? Surely I would be blamed

I followed him. I dived in and swam more faster than Jungkook.. Again he was shocked that I could swim faster than him. I was now inches from the ball until " I got it!  " I shouted to signal him to swim back

Again I already passed him but I was about to get into the shore when I don't hear water swim sounds except mine...oh no

I looked back and I see no one but a bubbling surface...it must be himI throwed the ball back to them and go back to him..I dived in and swim faster than ever

I saw him struggling at thre middle of the depths. I swam over him and use my arms to lift him up. I swam to the shore and called for a lifeguard.. I was beside Jungkook, he was laying on the sand.

" Where the heck are those lifeguards? " I asked tge people around me but no one replied

Good thing I know how to do CPR but it'll be awkward if I kiss him. I don't even have tissues. Am I really going to think about that where a man in front of me is dying

I was going to do the CPR on him when that slutty bitch who has been with him pushed me " I'll do that since I have the right to do it " she said while looking at me intensely

Without hesitation she kissed him in front of me. After a moment Jungkook coughed and let out water..well so much for me. I walked out of the crowd but suddenly and I swear I didn't mean to hear it..

" Uhh Lisa? Where is she!?  Who are you!??  " I heard him shout at the girl

I continued to walk until someone grabbed my arms and pull it causing me to bump at a chest more like hugging me

" Thank you for saving me " he said while still hugging me " No worries I had to anyways " I replied

I looked at his face who was staring at my face, my eyes deeply. " Wae?  Why did you let her kiss me? " He asked " she said she has the rights to do it so I let her "  I replied

" Did you know ever since you left I haven't touch nor kissed a girl because I still haven't moved on from your death and now?  You will do this...do you know how this lips got innocent because of you?  Do you know how hard for me to move on, to believe that your dead and you're not going back?  And now you would show in front of my eyes in nowhere and act like nothing happened " he said while crying at my shoulder, hugging me

" Look I have no idea that you're going through that. I left because I was tired to get criticized by people, I was tired announced at tabloids that's been spreading really fast, I was tired to be hurt, to just believe in myself that I didn't do anything wrong, and I got enough asking " why did I do to deserve this " and don't be offended but that all happened to me when I got started to be close with you....I was the one adjusting because it would be embarrasing if I'll ask you besides your famous and I'm not in your level to ask those UNCAPABLE things,  yes I think that it was uncapable becauseI was the only one who got benefit to it.... So I adjusted but if you weren't just stubborn and understand me fully then I wouldn't undergo with this...but don't worry I moved on,  I've become a better person because of my past and my past has a big percentage that in includes you and your friends so instead of being angry I should be thankful because you made me this... This isn't the Lisa you met years ago..this is a new and better version of Lisa " I explained I untangle his hands from me and move away from him for a couple of inches

" I'll get going " I told him and left

When I arrived at my apartment I went get the towel since I'm still wet but not that wet like soaking or anything..then I'm currently dryimg my hair when Jungkook's word flashed through my mind

" Did you know ever since you left I haven't touch nor kissed a girl because I still haven't moved on from your death and now?  You will do this...do you know how this lips got innocent because of you?  Do you know how hard for me to move on, to believe that your dead and you're not going back?  And now you would show in front of my eyes in nowhere and act like nothing happened "

It wasn't my fault that he stopped himself from touching some sluts, I mean girls...but is it possible that my loss was really a big impact on his personality? 

" uhh stop thinking about it, it'll bug you the whole day " I mumbled to myself while scratching my head.

Its now lunch time and I don't feel like interacting amd going out my room so I ordered home service

I was playing some games or browse on my social medias to keep me accompany, to take away my thoughts but that still doesn't prevent me from making me stare at the white ceiling....thinking about Jungkook's speech again and again and believe me I was sick of it... Sick of it because it made feel some things that is really weird or not should be felt at my position right now

Its making me guilty,  special and other more feelings that I can't even describe but one question always repeating in my mind asking myself

" Does that guy still have romantic feelings for me?  "

Because if he has I think there's no problem with that but he jave to prove himself first that I'm worthy of him and he worth me...because I'm a unique woman there is no things I can't do

" DING DONG " The doorbell rang " Home luch service I came here to deliver your food " he said on the mic at the door

I quickly opened it because I was starving..he pushed the cart inside and put the meal at the table..he then come out of my door

" Thank You "

I told him and close the door because it automatically locks it when being closed so no worries for the security