Me and Mom were very tired after our day of moving so we decided just to order a pizza. Another perk of living in this house is that it's close to all the takeouts and the town centre, unlike my old house where I lived in the back arse of nowhere.
After dinner I decided to set up my room, so I opened all my moving boxes full of clothes, posters and other shit. I threw all my clothes into my wardrobe, which was way too big for my needs. I began to think about what way I would lay my posters and photos on the wall, I decided on putting all my posters on one wall and all photos of me and friends above my bed. My posters consisted of the men I adored more than anything in the world; McFly, Blink 182, Ed Sheeran, Busted, The Vamps, Fall Out Boy, Sleeping With Sirens, Hoodie Allen, Aaron Paul and Bradley Cooper to name a few. Yes alright I admit it, I am a bit of a fangirl but I am in no way ashamed of it!
I then looked at all my photographs from home. I smiled at how stupid I look in all of them, I never smile in any photos because I hate my teeth, so instead I pull the weirdest faces and poses. I place all the photos on my wall carefully and in some kind of messed but orderly way, if you get me. I then looked at the last few photos, the ones I wasn't looking forward to seeing, the only photos I smiled in. I smiled in these photos because the person with me in these photos made me smile every second that I was in their company. That person was my boyfriend.
A small tear rolled down my cheek as I placed these photographs back into the box, so that hopefully I could forget about him. But the truth is that I would never forget about that boy. At some stage in our lives, we come across that one person who we will always have feelings for and we will always have a special place in our heart for them. My ex boyfriend was that person. I stopped myself before I could get anymore upset and I got into bed to go to sleep, as it was 10:30 and my first day at Richmond was tomorrow. Oh great, a day of getting judged by people who don't even know me.
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I'm Not Fine At All
Fanfiction"Breaking up with someone is never easy, especially when neither of you want to end it. My ex boyfriend and I never ever fought or had a rough patch, we saw each other everyday, helped one another through what ever problems we were faced with. It wa...
